*hugs* I agree, change sucks and is horribly stressful. But it's good, too; and in a few years or months or weeks it will pass, and whatever new thing has come along will seem like the way it's always been. Just think of when you were learning how to write, and how hard it was, but now it's something you do every day. And you do it rather nicely, too. I'm sure you know the old saying, 'Time heals all wounds'. I think it applies.