"The Barriers Get in the Way..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

To-day was the most awful day imaginable, but to-morrow is going to be better. ^___________^

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[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

And if I had my way? I would reach into heaven, and I'd pull you down a star.

It is.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

I know that it hasn't been easy and I haven't always been around to say the right words (or to hold you in the morning) (or to help you when you're down).

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

But, baby, things are gonna change. I'm make up for all of the hurt (i gave you), I'm gonna love away all your pain.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

This time you can believe me-- no more cryin' in your lonely room and no more empty nights, 'cause tomorrow morning everything will turn out right.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Yes, to-morrow's gonna be a brighter day. There's gonna be some changes to-morrow; it's gonna be a brighter day.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

But all I can give you is a kiss in the morning and a sweet apology.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I know I never showed you much of a good time--

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm sorry for the things that I told you but words only go so far.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

For a present, I would make you a chain out of diamonds--and pearls from a summer sea.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

Well, there's something that I've got to tell you-- yes, I've got something on my mind.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

But words come hard when you're lying in my arms and when I'm looking deep into your eyes.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

But there's truth and consolation--

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

...There aren't any more lines left, Miss.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

Tomorrow's gonna be a brighter day.

...There aren't.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

knew it. i love you.

(sleep meds asgjakfffffff)

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

Love you equally~!

(... ;___________;)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥

(...I'm so sorry. Maybe you should ask for this prescription?)

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

...Icon! :D

(...What do you take? The problem with most sleep aids is that they put you to sleep, not teach your body when to sleep. So, they can't be taken long-term, whereas the ones I have act like a normal hormone that I don't produce correctly and so it's harmless. ...well. I have two. The Ambien works like yours, but.)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Do you like it? ^___^

(I take Ativan/Lorazepam. And--I see. That's probably a problem, but--nnggg. If it's not working-- and Ambien has so many bizarre side-effects, which is why even though I hate being on a sleep med I do like the one I'm on.)

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

It's shiny. :D

(Ambien's side effects were dizziness and drowsiness, which are-- about what to expect, I think. It's just that it wouldn't help the main problem, and may make it worse. --Well, the theory is that sooner or later, it will start to work. I may have to get the dosage adjusted, though. My GP warned me that she wasn't sure if it would work. Not to mention that because of school, I have to adjust my schedule more than they'd like. I should probably be sleeping until 2 or so, not 12.)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

^___^ Thank youuu. I just wish I could remember from whom I stole it.

(Yes, I know, but the driving in one's sleep thing bothers me. XD And the eating in one's sleep? That would be enough for me, right there, even though it doesn't even happen to everybody. ED alert hi. XD XD --Ah. Yes. And--that is unfortunate. ;_____; Summer vacation will be good for you, won't it?)

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

(Well, I have no cars or food in my room, so perhaps I'm safe...? XD --Well--maybe. It really depends. The terrible thing about adjusting one's sleep schedule is that one cannot sleep longer no matter what. And a real problem with DSPS is that getting less sleep than normal doesn't guarantee that you fall asleep earlier the next night. ;______;)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(...I hope you have no cars in your room. --I'm sorry. I just--I wish to God I could do something, but this is where I'm useless, isn't it? I'll just pray a lot, as much as I can. I wish I would wish you--

anyway i love you.)