"Now He's Coming Back to do the Same for You..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Note to self: Not eating much all day and then taking a sleeping pill around five o'clock is a rilly stupid idea. I feel awful and dizzy and awful.

Also, it has been raining ever since Wednesday, and they've made flood warnings all over central PA. Does anyone want to help me build my ark?

Comments

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

You don't eat much at all, believe me. You really don't. And even if you did-- you're allowed. More than allowed, you should. (Exactly-- though it's much less threatening than than the codeine.)

You're forgiven. :P I suppose.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Yes I do. *hides* You just don't notice, because you're nice. But--aaaack. (Infinitely so. I don't know where to codine is now and I don't care.)

^________^ Thank you.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*silly in love, darling?*

*gives thee a heart balloon*

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

No, you really don't. I'm not being nice. If anything, you eat too little. (Good. ♥ Really good.)

:D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*thou art*

*eeeeeeeees, softly*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*stays v. hidden* (Yes. *cling*)

^____^! I love you.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

I'll stop lecturing you if you'll come out? ♥ But I mean it, really. It may feel like it's too much, but it's not--

I love you toooooo.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*i know*

*^___^*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I'll come out. But--it does feel like it's too much, always, although I suppose there's nothing to be done about that, not for quite some time.

♥

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

I'll try to stop then, I promise. And-- and it may feel like that for while, for a long while, but throughout all that time, the fact that's it's not too much-- that won't change.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Okay. --Thank you awfully.

[karla-yonit.livejournal.com]

a parrot-ox, a parrot-ox, a most ingenious parrot-ox, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, this parrot-ox!

*will stop with the G&S now*

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

I wish I could do something real.<33333

(Also, have you seen this?)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Do you think that isn't real enough for me?

(EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.)

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

It's not quite real enough for me, but--

(They're a terrible pair. XD)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

What it means, what it means for me, is that even though I can't believe it, somebody else does, and that means--(a lot of the things I'm so scared of I don't even want to tell anybody, only Christine and Mum know) don't have to be true. And--I trust you. Which I don't a great deal of my doctors.

(^______^)

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

Then-- it can be real enough. Because I do believe it and I always will.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

♥ Always always.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

See, this is the confusing thing about self-control--because people really are supposed to have it, but if we overuse it, then where are we? The body wants things because it wants them, because there are real, legitimate needs going on in there (although admittedly my body only occasionally voices them). If you need sleep, if the body clamors for it, then sleep and don't confuse it. If you need food, if your body wants that more than anything else, then eat what it feels a need to eat. Don't feel a need to control yourself just to have control, because then your control is out of control . . . but anyway. To the best of my knowledge, the body that wants is often wiser than the mind that enforces self-control.

*lovesonyoumuchly* I should like to help with the ark, but it must have sails or I'm out.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I like control. ;______;

Sails! Of course!

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

I like control, too, we all like control, but remember it's like liking faast food too much--it can really cause harm when you lose sense of moderation. Everything in balance, eh?

Hurrah, sails! And sails mean there shall be rigging! I shall be most glad to crew on your ark and play about in the rigging. =)