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"Now He's Coming Back to do the Same for You..."

Note to self: Not eating much all day and then taking a sleeping pill around five o'clock is a rilly stupid idea. I feel awful and dizzy and awful.

Also, it has been raining ever since Wednesday, and they've made flood warnings all over central PA. Does anyone want to help me build my ark?

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That wasn't supposed to sound so callous. It also wasn't supposed to be posted under Orsino's journal. Um.

...But really. You're not supposed to be taking sleep meds at all, liebling, and surely you must know that taking them in the middle of the day is only going to cause more sleeping problems than it'll solve...? Please don't do that again.

It okay. XD

...It was stupid. I was kind of having a moment of pure insanity and working with the idea that if I was asleep, I couldn't eat. ...Did I ever claim to have common sense? Because if i did, you can laugh at me a lot. Or something. And I've had dinner now, but I'm still really dizzy. I'm stupid, for the win. :D

...Also, yes, you get free passage on my ark. We'll take all our cats and pretend the original pair has been breeding.

I'm glad you ate, but-- Did you actually sleep? There's a reason why you're only supposed to take the meds if you have a full 8 hours in which to sleep... and so unfortunately, you probably won't feel right until tomorrow. ;____; Take it easy for the rest of the night, at least, and try to sleep early. Sleeping meds in the middle of the day is about the best way to give yourself insomnia.

...deal. :D

I slept for about an hour, and at the moment I also feel as though I'm going to be very sick, is that part of it? I don't know. But--okay. I suppose that means no going to bed at one to-night. Oh, dear.

^_________^

Yes, that's most definitely part of it. The head-spinning, too, and the fuzziness and the general oddness, if there's any of that. *snuggles* The meds are going to be telling your body that it should be asleep until-- well, if you took them at five, then probably until about one. So you should probably wait until the earliest reasonable bedtime and then go to bed, so that you'll get a full night's sleep (which can't hurt) and still not hurt your sleep schedule. *hairpets* It'll be okay.

Love thee. ♥ We're on flood and flash flood warnings, too.

I was--afraid that might be. There's a great deal of all those things. I think I've learnt my proper lesson now. ;___; I certainly shan't do it again. Augh. I'll--I'll try to go to bed at eleven. I'm awfully sorry--

Really? They said the river in Camp Hill is over eleven feet.

'Tis. And-- good. Please don't do it again. And were you trying to avoid snacking or dinner--? Because if it's the latter, please don't do that again either. Don't be sorry. Just take care of yourself tonight. Eleven's good-- ten if you're feeling badly enough, all right?

Wow. Some of the local creeks were up to 10.5, I know.

Both of them, really, I just didn't want to eat. But Daddy shook me awake around six. I'm feeling a little better by now, so I'll make it eleven.

It's so crazyyyyy.

As he should have. I'm glad. (Are the sleep meds still on the table? Because perhaps you should give them to Mum to put away, or at least put them somewhere where they won't be tempting.)

Raaaaaaaain. It's better than drought season.

I assure you I wasn't happy at the time, though. I felt so--awful. ^^; (They are--but. oh. I don't know. I won't do it again.)

Only just barely. XD

Aww, I can imagine. But-- that's why it's so good to have people to look after you, isn't it? Because eating was the right thing to've done. ♥ ♥ I'm sorry. (Okay. I believe you; that's not what I meant. I just don't want them to be troublesome, that's all.)

...Says you. XD

It is, I know. But I wish I didn't eat so much. I'm dreadful. -- *clings* (I know--I know. It's like when I asked Mum to take away the codine, before. but I'll be good, I will.)

Forgive me if I have a kitty's aversion to water. :P

You don't eat much at all, believe me. You really don't. And even if you did-- you're allowed. More than allowed, you should. (Exactly-- though it's much less threatening than than the codeine.)

You're forgiven. :P I suppose.

Yes I do. *hides* You just don't notice, because you're nice. But--aaaack. (Infinitely so. I don't know where to codine is now and I don't care.)

^________^ Thank you.

No, you really don't. I'm not being nice. If anything, you eat too little. (Good. ♥ Really good.)

:D

*stays v. hidden* (Yes. *cling*)

^____^! I love you.

I'll stop lecturing you if you'll come out? ♥ But I mean it, really. It may feel like it's too much, but it's not--

I love you toooooo.

I'll come out. But--it does feel like it's too much, always, although I suppose there's nothing to be done about that, not for quite some time.

♥

I'll try to stop then, I promise. And-- and it may feel like that for while, for a long while, but throughout all that time, the fact that's it's not too much-- that won't change.

Okay. --Thank you awfully.

I wish I could do something real.<33333

(Also, have you seen this?)

Do you think that isn't real enough for me?

(EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.)

It's not quite real enough for me, but--

(They're a terrible pair. XD)

What it means, what it means for me, is that even though I can't believe it, somebody else does, and that means--(a lot of the things I'm so scared of I don't even want to tell anybody, only Christine and Mum know) don't have to be true. And--I trust you. Which I don't a great deal of my doctors.

(^______^)

Then-- it can be real enough. Because I do believe it and I always will.

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