oh, no, no, no, there's really no reason to send me anything--and, as it happens, I don't; and my address is all changed because we've moved; and it was--as a matter of fact, it lapsed because it was easier for me to heal that way, to be honest, which I didn't want to admit, but it made it much easier to stop hurting, which happened very slowly.

I never have...! But, really and honestly, you shouldn't give me anything.