i feel so stupid. i thought i did -- i thought i did try. i remember trying, i remember offering to do it again, to talk through it again, and you saying we shouldn't talk about it. did i make that up? i don't remember anymore.

it's so stupid, because all we really did was miss each other -- all we did was aim into the dark and miss each other. because we didn't mean to hurt each other, but we did, and.

i'm just sorry.

i'm sorry.

i'm going to go back into the dark now.