"It Only Happens One a Lifetime, Make the Most of it..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

I am:

*about to go back on medication. :D
*about to switch therapists
*getting my bloodwork results back to-morrow
*conferencing with my professors to fix the damage I managed to do over the last week
*caught up on and possibly even prepared for my bio and religion midterms
*amazingly enough, possessed of a support group I didn't even know I had
*healed in my body mostly
*a girl who finally called her mother after two weeks of ignoring calls and e-mails
*getting this life back on track, dammit.

Also, Confederates in the Attic amazes me. I have never been sat down and told my own heritage so explicitly before. It is--just utterly amazing.

Comments

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

now that's just taking it too far--!

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

well. seriously speaking, i'm in awful shape, i've been barely scraping by for a while now, and it's starting to become clear that scraping by isn't good enough, that i could easily fail two of my classes and end up an utter failure and disappointment at the one extracurricular i've committed myself to -- so -- seeing you get your life back on track after you've been in all sorts of bad places, seeing you so wonderfully determined to do it, that's got to be a bit inspiring, yes? i still don't know what i'm going to do with myself, but i do know you're my hero.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

are you still seeing a therapist? not that that would solve everything, but--are you? (do you want a call?)

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

i'm seeing a psychiatrist, but mostly for medication adjustment and things like that. (i -- maybe. i feel like i have possibly babbled too much about my own problems at you. ^^;;;)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(no, absolutely not. I tell you what, I'm free to-night after seven o'clock or so--I'll call you then. That should be about five? four? your time. I can adjust up to eight if that works better.)

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

(okay. that should be okay.)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(♥ All right. I'll call you then.)

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

(d'you have my cell number? i feel as though you do, but. just making sure. ^^;;;

you're absolutely my hero, you know.)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(XD It turned out I didn't! But that's okay.)

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

(i want you to know that i felt good while i was talking to you and you have a wonderful voice that makes everything seem okay. <3)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(<3333 I want you to know that you will be okay. And I love you.)