"If We Want a God We Have to Follow Him Down..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

My icon is, for once, utterly appropriate; I have been depressed I think almost since April began, and it is not letting up, despite my efforts (I am so tired). And I'm trying to do homework but nothing wants to happen, and my hands are shaking so bad to-day, I cannot hold anything to-day, it's ridiculous. This is one of those weeks where you lose your faith (and that is terrible timing indeed: it's Holy Week already).

I want to go home. I want to cease. I want to sleep for-ever. I want to slide that razor into my body, but I made a promise, and I keep my promises if nothing else. Professor K-G says that makes me strong, but I am not so sure.

Comments

[canadabear.livejournal.com]

Piggies! Goatling!

*snugs* Stay strong, Miss. It's hard, but I know you can do it.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥

It's actually a lamb! A beautiful little perfect lamb with a heart-shaped nose and I want it.

[raanve]

*hugs*

I am feeling it, too, though maybe not so strongly. April (so far) can go eat it. >:[

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I don't get it, either! My mood usually stabilises with spring! Ugh. I swear I was better in March.

[raanve]

Yeah, I'm in the same boat. This is a February mood. ;P

*huggles and flowers*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It is the wrong damn time of year, Jess. Wtf.

[ewein2412]

omg they're so sweet.

keep the faith!

[raanve]

I have some theories about mine, but... eh. What can you do?

*clings*

Here is a bright thought - package winging its way to you sometime this week. :D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I have no idea. Bleh.

Eeeee really? Eeeeee! You really know how to brighten a day. ♥

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Aren't they dolls? The girl is Big Bertha, and the boy is Christmas.

[raanve]

Yes yes, my dear. I am determined to finish it in the next two days. :D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥!

[elyse24601.livejournal.com]

*hugs* That goat is adorable. If there's anything I can do for you, let me know. Also, mayhap these LED sheep willl cheer you for a bit? (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2FX9rviEhw)

[zero_pixel_count]

*huggles*

I am going to make a butter lamb. And buns. And cake.

...I could send you a bun? But I think it might not get through customs... :( and it would be a bit stale by the time it arrived.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*hugs tightly* Be well, lovely. And--piggies!

[mhari.livejournal.com]

Peeeegs.

*cuddles you*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Eeeee. I want a sheep cocoanut cake so badly, I wonder if I can convince Mama to make one for Easter. We always plan to make hot cross buns but never get around to it. >_>

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Piggies!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

They are such little sweethearts. The one Maria's hand is scritching is Bertha, who gets to live.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

...Sometimes life is worth living.

[starpolish.livejournal.com]

Beebeeeees!

I hope you feel better. April is usually a good month for me (birthday month!) but I just recently pulled out of my own personal fog. I hope you feel better soon.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

such tiny, beautiful things to hang one's faith on. <3

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

To-morrow, even! Happy birthday!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I know. Quiet & sunlighty.

[softerthansound.livejournal.com]

The pigs! Oh my god! Exclamation points cannot even begin to describe them...there is nothing as adorable upon this earth as small pigs.

And in other news: I love you.

[nowgoesquickly.livejournal.com]

I love you. Be happy. Revel in your piggies and goats and horsies. It will get better. It always does. ♥

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Aren't they the sweetest thing you ever saw?

...I want an icon of them, but I have no moar space.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥

[bewareofitalics]

*snuggles*

Aaaaaaaaaaw, piggies! Who look like they dyed their hair black and need to touch up their roots!

[reconditarmonia.livejournal.com]

I think that last sentence needs a :D face on it, for some reason.

*hugsyooooooouuuuuuuu*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Bertha, who gets to live. :D ?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Ahaha, they kind of do. They're Large Black/Gloucester crosses.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

&hearts I hope things will get better.

Your animals are so pretty.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Piggies are the best.

♥