oh, sweetheart. *holds and soothes* i know how it is to feel broken and like everything you do will come out broken -- just know, also, that it isn't so, that what's holding you back isn't you or something you could make up, that even inside the depression there's a being of unimaginable beauty, striving towards beauty, and that's who you are, that's what you're in a constant state of becoming even when it's dark and hard to see yourself growing, and you think you're growing crooked. know you're not. and listen to everything raanve says.