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psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2009-09-28 05:54 pm
psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2009-09-28 05:54 pm
Entry tags:
"Let it Out so it Can Breathe..."
And in case you're wondering what prompted that last post, I'm still having issues with boys. It's--extremely silly.
Things would be very straightforward, by the way, if Liz weren't asexual. I would just offer my heart to her and hold her hand and be happy for-ever.
But the thing is that boy one just got a girlfriend, within the last two weeks, and I was very sorry but of course that's his right and I wasn't really doing a very good job of being proactive, so that's all right, time to get over it and I don't mind, and then boy two, who's been away for a while, came to visit, and I've always liked him a little. And he came in to see us while we were all sitting around watching a movie, and he was really drunk and I went to hug him and when I did I thought for one second that he was honestly going to kiss me, and I realised that I would be perfectly okay with that, and now I'm all shook up. It's like the plot of a romantic comedy! Next thing you know Jennifer Aniston will be starring in SOUJIN'S LIFE: IT'S ALL ABOUT THE LULZ and dear God. I am not pleased.
So. Not that it matters anyway, since boy two isn't even coming back to school until next semester. Idk why I even bother, flist. I just dk.
Things would be very straightforward, by the way, if Liz weren't asexual. I would just offer my heart to her and hold her hand and be happy for-ever.
But the thing is that boy one just got a girlfriend, within the last two weeks, and I was very sorry but of course that's his right and I wasn't really doing a very good job of being proactive, so that's all right, time to get over it and I don't mind, and then boy two, who's been away for a while, came to visit, and I've always liked him a little. And he came in to see us while we were all sitting around watching a movie, and he was really drunk and I went to hug him and when I did I thought for one second that he was honestly going to kiss me, and I realised that I would be perfectly okay with that, and now I'm all shook up. It's like the plot of a romantic comedy! Next thing you know Jennifer Aniston will be starring in SOUJIN'S LIFE: IT'S ALL ABOUT THE LULZ and dear God. I am not pleased.
So. Not that it matters anyway, since boy two isn't even coming back to school until next semester. Idk why I even bother, flist. I just dk.