"Let it Out so it Can Breathe..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

And in case you're wondering what prompted that last post, I'm still having issues with boys. It's--extremely silly.

Things would be very straightforward, by the way, if Liz weren't asexual. I would just offer my heart to her and hold her hand and be happy for-ever.

But the thing is that boy one just got a girlfriend, within the last two weeks, and I was very sorry but of course that's his right and I wasn't really doing a very good job of being proactive, so that's all right, time to get over it and I don't mind, and then boy two, who's been away for a while, came to visit, and I've always liked him a little. And he came in to see us while we were all sitting around watching a movie, and he was really drunk and I went to hug him and when I did I thought for one second that he was honestly going to kiss me, and I realised that I would be perfectly okay with that, and now I'm all shook up. It's like the plot of a romantic comedy! Next thing you know Jennifer Aniston will be starring in SOUJIN'S LIFE: IT'S ALL ABOUT THE LULZ and dear God. I am not pleased.

So. Not that it matters anyway, since boy two isn't even coming back to school until next semester. Idk why I even bother, flist. I just dk.

Comments

[raanve]

Issues with boys often are silly, or seem to be. Sorry it's all jumbly!

I almost left a big thinky comment on that poll, but then I wasn't sure if (a) it was relevant and (b) I wanted to spout all over the internets about it, so I didn't leave it.

Also, my brain is all over the place today, hi Soujin, sorry!

[tinyammmy]

I would totally see a movie titled "SOUJIN'S LIFE: IT'S ALL ABOUT THE LULZ," despite my mild dislike of Jennifer Aniston films.

[watchcry.livejournal.com]

Picturing Jennifer Aniston on a movie poster with the title IT'S ALL ABOUT THE LULZ (with or without the Soujin's Life bit!) is very easy. There is also a poodle. It is falling.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

Eeep. I'm sorry. :( It's not silly, though.