psalm_onethirtyone: (Heaven and Earth Must I Remember?)
Soujin ([personal profile] psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2007-03-01 08:30 pm

"I Don't Mind Spending Every Day..."

*cries* No, life. I am too tired. Please, please, please go away.

... *cries more; just to make sure life gets the picture, apparently*

Oh, well. A few scattered things. Firstly, let it never be said that I have no sense of humour. Jack of Diamonds and My Girl on the Santa Fe Trail. Jack of Diamonds is the best song ever. I used to sing it all the time.

I got sick at bowling to-day; a combination, I think, of being utterly dehydrated and not having taken any medications for three days (auuugh). On the other hand, everyone on my team won a trophy. I didn't, but--oh, it was wonderful. I felt like I was full of light and light-headed happy. It's so good when people do well and are pleased by it, and I'm glad to see it. <3 Chelsey got first place. So proud. ^__^

Seeing Gail was okay. She basically said 'start taking your meds again and drink more water!', both of which I want to do anyway. To-morrow I am being kidnapped from my nice safe library and taken out shopping for trousers instead. I painted in my only pair, so now they have big white spots and are no longer wearable for the most part. So. I hate shopping for clothes with a violent passion, as it tends to be self-esteem killing.

I am working at not being totally pathetic, but having only moderate success. >_> I still suck at the being a good friend, a decent writer, a motivated worker, or even a normal conversant. I don't know how to convey this without sounding ridiculous. Also, I feel sick and want to cry some more.

Go away, life. ;________;
erinpuff: (Clings!)

[personal profile] erinpuff 2007-03-02 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Nuh-uh, teh Soujin does not suck! *clings*

My sympathies on the pants-shopping. I've got to do that too next week; I need clothes to wear for my recital and I refuse to wear a dress, and also I outgrew one of my pairs of jeans. :p

[identity profile] illgotten.livejournal.com 2007-03-02 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
I still suck at the being a good friend,

Nope.

a decent writer,

Hell nope.

a motivated worker,

Maybe.

or even a normal conversant.

It's overrated. :P

<3

[identity profile] eremon-lass.livejournal.com 2007-03-02 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
If I'm not allowed to fail at life, neither are you, so there. You are not pathetic, you are a perfectly fine friend and writer, and as long as you've got us to converse with there's no need for it to be normal.

I'm on tonight, so feel free to poke me.

[identity profile] tomecatti.livejournal.com 2007-03-02 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
Darling? You're a great friend and a magnificent writer. No one wants to talk to a normal conversant, and you do just fine as an abnormal one anyway (at least, on the phone). Motivated worker, well... you're at least more motivated than i am, but that's not too hard.

I'll bet that you find some magnificent trousers! *cuddle* try not to be depressed about how you fit into clothes, b'cause you look wonderful regardless.

Please no dehydration ;___; That is one of the scarier things that one can do to oneself with neglect. Drink much water ;___;

(feel free to call if you need or want some vocal cuddling?)

[identity profile] tiamatschild.livejournal.com 2007-03-02 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
*huuuuuugs* I'm so sorry Shopping is hard for you, babe.

(Also, I like you. Whatever else, I like you.)

[identity profile] prouvairesylvie.livejournal.com 2007-03-03 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
You are NOT AT ALL pathetic! You're very nice, interesting, and from what I have seen, an awesome writer. And being a normal conservent isn't always a good thing! Listen to some good-feelings music, take a walk, hug an old stuffed animal, and drink tea... whatever makes you feel happy. *hugs* and good luck clothes shopping! It's always a pain.