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Soujin ([personal profile] psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2008-05-18 10:27 pm
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"I Asked You For Mercy--You Gave Me a Gun..."

Oh, my God, I am totally panicking. I am hyperventilating. I am sitting right here very still and I can't breathe and I am breathing too fast and choking on it and I don't even know. God, what is wrong with me?

[identity profile] lucullean.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
oh baby no! calm! be calm. <3

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
I can't I can't I can't I can't

[identity profile] lucullean.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

do you want to talk about it?

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know I don't know why even. It wasn't that bad a day. I don't know why.

[identity profile] lucullean.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
ahhhhh.

breathe deep. deep. don't let yourself get caught in the hyperventilation. put your head between your legs if you need to.

[identity profile] assimbya.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Love you, dear. You'll be all right. Breathe. Read. Do whatever you need.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
head between my legs? what does that even do?

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
*wrings hands*

[identity profile] lucullean.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
you know, i can't recall offhand, but that's what they always told us to do for panic ;)

(so i always do. it seems to help, but maybe because i think it will?)

eta: oh, obviously, oxygen to your brain so you don't faint.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
okay. okay.
tinyammmy: (Comfort - fakir & mytho)

[personal profile] tinyammmy 2008-05-19 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
I once read that twenty breaths completely changes the airflow in your body; that is, after twenty cycles of inhale and exhale, all the air in your body is new.

I don't know if that will help you, but it often helped me calm down - visualizing that it was all changed out.

<333

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
is that true?
tinyammmy: (Comfort - fakir & mytho)

[personal profile] tinyammmy 2008-05-19 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
I think so! And the calming me down part absolutely is.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
*counts*

[identity profile] theatre-angel.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you, I love you, I love you. Hang in there. ♥

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*holdstotight*

[identity profile] tomecatti.livejournal.com 2008-05-19 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs tight, though late* It'll be okay. It'll certainly be okay.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-05-20 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
It's much better now.

[identity profile] tomecatti.livejournal.com 2008-05-20 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
See? I told you! After the fact.