"Slow Down, You're Moving Too Fast..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Soooo dizzy. I think I was lying when I said being off meds for a week didn't affect me. I need to pick those up to-morrow.

The room keeps sliding around. I think I will go to bed early to-night, as I have God only knows what-all to do to-morrow. Four classes and five hours of volunteer work plus my religion midterm (my religion midterm is CRACK and I need to get started on it as soon as possible and also redo my IA assignment because the TA sent me an e-mail saying I did it WRONG wrong WRONG and that sucks).

La. I love how my weekends are usually more frantic that my actual weeks.

Also, I asked Jen out and she said no. :( I hate how college makes me feel insecure about not having an SO. I don't really mind, except everybody walks to class or lunch or whatnot holding hands with somebody else and it looks like it feels so nice. Anyway, there's nobody besides Jen I'd want to go out with.

Comments

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*gentlyholds, and loves*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥

[erinpuff]

*cliiiiings* Feel better!

I have never asked anyone out in my life, so I totally admire you for that! And yeah, being single at college is kind of awkward sometimes, but I survived four years of it, so it's definitely possible. ^^

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Feeling better this morning! Hopefully it lasts. XD

I knowww. It's just annoying to realise that I'm feeling pressured for no better reason than that everyone else is doing it. That's so high school.

[bewareofitalics]

*hugs tight* Sleep!

And I survived five years of being single at college, what do I win? ;)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

XD An apartment!

[bewareofitalics]

Oo! Does it come with a job?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Maybe!

[jiasachan.livejournal.com]

The coupley-ness of college is really odd. But honestly, you get over the weirdness of it. I've been both single and seeing someone at school here, and it doesn't make a huge difference, although I do like to make sure there will be other single friends around if I'm hanging out with some coupley folks.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Yeees. Toria and Andy have a habit of MAKING OUT IN A SERIOUSLY MAKING OUT WAY when I'm hanging out with them, and it's kind of awkward unless Arielle or Jen is there too.

[jiasachan.livejournal.com]

. . . okay, see, that's just a bizarre lack of social skills. There are only a couple of scenarios in which making out in front of other people is okay, and most of them involve considerable amounts of booze.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

They also have a habit of talking about their sex. Which.

[jiasachan.livejournal.com]

Only acceptable with a very specific sort of group, which it sounds like this is not. Wow.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Otherwise they're perfectly nice people!

[jiasachan.livejournal.com]

I'm sure they are! The whole gropey-snoggy-oh-what-do-you-mean-there-are-other-people-here? thing seems to be pretty common, esp. with college-aged folks. I think there's a level of tact which hasn't quite been learned yet for some.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

XD I think so, yes. Those gross heterosexuals, man.

[jiasachan.livejournal.com]

Srsly. I don't mind as long as they don't do it in front of me, but why do they have to flaunt it?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

XD So crass.

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

They shouldn't be doing that! Get a rolled up newspaper and start hiting them on the... well, the noses are covered at that point, and the small of the back will get a lot of hand damage too...

Spray them with water.

(Or ask them not to do it so much when you're right there...)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

XD It's so gross. People making out are not I think aware of how slobbery they sound.

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

I hate how college makes me feel insecure about not having an SO. I don't really mind, except everybody walks to class or lunch or whatnot holding hands with somebody else and it looks like it feels so nice.

I think that's what gets me too. The hands. But you're totally beautiful and multi-faceted, so, Jen's missing out.

Anyway, there's nobody besides Jen I'd want to go out with.

You'll probably find someone within a few weeks to crush on.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<333 the hands! They just look so comfortable. Anyway, Jen is absolutely amazing but straight, which was a big part of the problem. :P

>_> Quintin, I think. Actually.

[softerthansound.livejournal.com]

Anyway, there's nobody besides Jen I'd want to go out with.
Isn't that always how it goes. ♥

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Is it? I have so little experience, sigh.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

*does not Tolja So*

*hugstight* There is plenty of time for datings!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

:P mean.

I know, I know! It is just this atmospheric thing.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

you asked someone out ... ! i've never asked someone out. i'm a bit in awe of you.

don't be dizzy, miss. *loveson*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It wasn't horribly hard. I was pretty sure she was straight, so I was ready to be told no, but I just wanted to in case. I really like her.

:P Now I'm throwing up. Does that work?

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

XD for regular people, that would make it harder.

and now i'm dizzy. we can't win.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Well, no! Because I was mentally prepared for a 'no' before I asked, so it didn't come as some kind of huge psychological blow.

GOOD LORD. XD Go lie down.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

o i c.

only if you ... go do something that is good for nausea.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Also, we are still hanging out anyway, which is nice.

...Throw up some more?

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

that is nice. :D i would terribly sad for you if you weren't. and go why aren't you angsting more at you.

then do that!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

That would be a sensible question, all right. Actually she came to take care of me while I was being ill to-day, so. <3

Okay! XD

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

<3 i can see why you like her.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

She is very smart and thoughtful and funny and awesome, yes.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

and i adore her, because i have to adore anyone who takes care of you.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3 Silly. Are you doing okay?

[reconditarmonia.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*loves*

[josiana.livejournal.com]

Eeep. ;-; Good luck on your assignments.

And I'm sorry she didn't accept. But you don't have to feel insecure. It doesn't make you inferior, or anything. ^^

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Thank youuuu. Midterms fail. XD

<3 I know.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

They do. ;_;

Oh, good. ^^ I was worried, because a lot of people don't.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3333 I love you exceptionally, mongoose.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure why, but thank you. ^_^ I love you too.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Don't be a silly, you.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

(in Soviet Russia, midterms fail YOU... or something.)

(I'm going to bed now. XD)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(Actually, either way a state of failure is still induced by the midterms--midterms fail you, i.e. you are failed (out of class) by the midterm vs you fail midterms, i.e. the midterm is failed by you (resulting in your failure out of class), so no matter how you phrase it the result is the same.

...I need breakfast.)