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Soujin ([personal profile] psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2008-10-20 12:22 pm

"Next Thing We Knew We Dropped Like Sticks in the Wind..."

Having an existential crisis. You know what sucks about depression? You can't turn it off when everybody gets bored with you. You know they're fed up with dealing, and you still can't make it go away and go back to being normal and healthy. The psych offered to let me go inpatient at the hospital. I really don't have time to do that, but I wish I could.

I think I am going to go to do laundry now.

Oh, and a meme:

Pick one or more of my characters and one or more of yours, and I'll tell you something they've always wanted to say to your character but could never bring themselves to say out loud.

[identity profile] saltroseortopaz.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
**

ahem. obv.

[identity profile] softerthansound.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
You are so wonderful and I wish you saw this all the time.
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[personal profile] ewein2412 2008-10-20 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
what [livejournal.com profile] spacemaori said. Obvious, or what?

BTW, I always do misquote TH White and say "The best thing for being sad is to clean something." Organizing photographs is more satisfying than laundry, but at least we can think of each other while we're doing the laundry....

[sidenote]

[identity profile] saltroseortopaz.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
HARRIET BEAUTIFUL WALTER

[identity profile] canadabear.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Take care, Miss Soujin. *snugs* <3
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Re: [sidenote]

[personal profile] ewein2412 2008-10-20 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
you have discovered my sekrit identity!!!

[sidenote]

[identity profile] saltroseortopaz.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
i am a detective of the internets

[identity profile] little-lady-d.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
<3<3<3 i'm not bored with you. i mean -- i understand it, first off. and i adore you.

also, rosencrantz and horatio. <_<

[identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't bore me, miss. *hugs tightly*

... gosh, we've got a lot of characters who interact. Jewel and Dionysos, how about.

[identity profile] mhari.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
*holds* I love you so very much. I wish I could help more.

Hmmmmm. Zara-Mordred, Hero-Morgause, Ragnelle-Florence.
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[personal profile] bewareofitalics 2008-10-20 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
*snuggles*

Do any of our characters work for this one? *g* Um... Forti and Horatio.
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[personal profile] zero_pixel_count 2008-10-20 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, hon... *hugs*

(I guess most mental things are the same. I feel so *awful* when one of my bad days coincides with one where Ed can't cope with me having a bad day...)

*considers meme* *tilts head* do any of yours know any of mine? I'm not sure...

[identity profile] tomecatti.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I for one have not become bored with you and cannot foresee such a horrible thing happening.
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[identity profile] tomboy-typist.livejournal.com 2008-10-20 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Chiming in here to say:
1) not bored, and know the feeling.
2) have a hug. Seriously. It's heart-felt ! Liking you A LOT, over here.

And hm. I'd say, Melou-Anita, Lynette-Merlin, and Sagramore-Phedre.

Also. I need to read my flist more. I am horrible.
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[personal profile] tinyammmy 2008-10-21 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
<3, as ever.

Gaheris-Cimorene, Ragnelle-Richard, Sagramore-Helen. Any others that amuse you are also okay.

[identity profile] starpolish.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm, yes, depression does suck that way. It sucks WORSE when people think you're doing it for attention. ::hugs::

[identity profile] eremon-lass.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
*snugs* Where is this boredom of which you speak? I see no boredom here.

Hmmm...Zara-Lucan and Percy-Bedivere. And Hero-Lucan, if you feel like making up how they'd interact if they'd ever actually met.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
There was only one woman I would have married, and you're not her, but I would still love you and make you part of my family in a heartbeat.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
You are. You are so wonderful.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not obvious to meeeeee. Who do you want? XD

Sadly, stupid boys had taken over the laundry room. I am doing it this afternoon instead.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)


I apologise for Wytha's son.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
<3 I know. Hey, has your address at school changed, or will the one I have now work?

-I always blamed myself for your death, even though I have no idea how I could have prevented it. Maybe because he seemed so ignorant of what it meant to kill you.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
<3 Yes, but you don't have to interact with me every single day while I wander around campus looking like a lost soul.

-I think you could make me happy again. I believe you could teach me that.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you so much.

-I still love you. I wish you would come to see me. But I know if you did I'd just pretend I didn't care.

-I would do anything for you. When you're unhappy I can tell.

-Please forgive me.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2008-10-21 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Woes! My Forti/Horatio icon is in suspended animation right now!

-I wish you had come sooner.

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