"Next Thing We Knew We Dropped Like Sticks in the Wind..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Having an existential crisis. You know what sucks about depression? You can't turn it off when everybody gets bored with you. You know they're fed up with dealing, and you still can't make it go away and go back to being normal and healthy. The psych offered to let me go inpatient at the hospital. I really don't have time to do that, but I wish I could.

I think I am going to go to do laundry now.

Oh, and a meme:

Pick one or more of my characters and one or more of yours, and I'll tell you something they've always wanted to say to your character but could never bring themselves to say out loud.

Comments

[saltroseortopaz.livejournal.com]

*♥*

ahem. obv.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

There was only one woman I would have married, and you're not her, but I would still love you and make you part of my family in a heartbeat.

[softerthansound.livejournal.com]

You are so wonderful and I wish you saw this all the time.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

You are. You are so wonderful.

[ewein2412]

what spacemaori said. Obvious, or what?

BTW, I always do misquote TH White and say "The best thing for being sad is to clean something." Organizing photographs is more satisfying than laundry, but at least we can think of each other while we're doing the laundry....

[sidenote]

[saltroseortopaz.livejournal.com]

HARRIET BEAUTIFUL WALTER

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It's not obvious to meeeeee. Who do you want? XD

Sadly, stupid boys had taken over the laundry room. I am doing it this afternoon instead.

[canadabear.livejournal.com]

Take care, Miss Soujin. *snugs* <3

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥

I apologise for Wytha's son.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

<3<3<3 i'm not bored with you. i mean -- i understand it, first off. and i adore you.

also, rosencrantz and horatio. <_<

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3 I know. Hey, has your address at school changed, or will the one I have now work?

-I always blamed myself for your death, even though I have no idea how I could have prevented it. Maybe because he seemed so ignorant of what it meant to kill you.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

Don't bore me, miss. *hugs tightly*

... gosh, we've got a lot of characters who interact. Jewel and Dionysos, how about.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3 Yes, but you don't have to interact with me every single day while I wander around campus looking like a lost soul.

-I think you could make me happy again. I believe you could teach me that.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

*holds* I love you so very much. I wish I could help more.

Hmmmmm. Zara-Mordred, Hero-Morgause, Ragnelle-Florence.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I love you so much.

-I still love you. I wish you would come to see me. But I know if you did I'd just pretend I didn't care.

-I would do anything for you. When you're unhappy I can tell.

-Please forgive me.

[bewareofitalics]

*snuggles*

Do any of our characters work for this one? *g* Um... Forti and Horatio.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Woes! My Forti/Horatio icon is in suspended animation right now!

-I wish you had come sooner.

[zero_pixel_count]

Oh, hon... *hugs*

(I guess most mental things are the same. I feel so *awful* when one of my bad days coincides with one where Ed can't cope with me having a bad day...)

*considers meme* *tilts head* do any of yours know any of mine? I'm not sure...

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(Yes. That is always one of the worst feelings. Because you can't just stop. Or you can pretend that you're fine, but then you feel worse. Or I do.)

I don't know! Not outright, certainly. Does Gary know anybody?

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

I for one have not become bored with you and cannot foresee such a horrible thing happening.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

You, as I told Gil, do not have to interact with me every day. ♥

[tomboy-typist.livejournal.com]

Chiming in here to say:
1) not bored, and know the feeling.
2) have a hug. Seriously. It's heart-felt ! Liking you A LOT, over here.

And hm. I'd say, Melou-Anita, Lynette-Merlin, and Sagramore-Phedre.

Also. I need to read my flist more. I am horrible.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<33 Thank you very much.

-I almost trust you, but I'm scared because I realise that I don't know you, and because the difference between how we've lived is so vast that I don't think you'll ever understand me.
^Melou gets to be more eloquent when it's thought-speak.

-Why can't you help me? You're Merlin. You should be able to help me.

-I'm actually slightly weirded out by how fast you decided that I'm your soulmate, but I don't mind because the sex is good (and I form attachments too easily).

...I'm sorry. These are all kind of... yes. True! but yes.

[tinyammmy]

<3, as ever.

Gaheris-Cimorene, Ragnelle-Richard, Sagramore-Helen. Any others that amuse you are also okay.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3 back at you.

-I wish you were my wife because you stay. If Peredur needed you, you'd be there. I feel alone so much.

-I want to take care of you because I think it's a second chance for me. I didn't stay for my own sons, but I can try to protect you and help you. I want you to be unafraid to come to me for that reason.

-You are the only woman I have loved so deeply as a friend. I don't want to lose you under any circumstances.

[starpolish.livejournal.com]

Hmm, yes, depression does suck that way. It sucks WORSE when people think you're doing it for attention. ::hugs::

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Oh GOD that is the worst. >_> That's what my therapist said.

[eremon-lass.livejournal.com]

*snugs* Where is this boredom of which you speak? I see no boredom here.

Hmmm...Zara-Lucan and Percy-Bedivere. And Hero-Lucan, if you feel like making up how they'd interact if they'd ever actually met.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Youuuuu.

-You're sane and supposed to be smart. Why can't you make him stay? Why does this happen? I want to talk to you so you can explain him to me, because I keep losing him.

-Even though I am so happy the way I am, I've always admired your adventures. And maybe sort of wondered what it would be like to do things the way you do. Then I realise that I would be desperately unhappy if I did (and I wonder whether you are).

-CUTE! ^_^ NICE! ^_^ Please be my friend.