"Good Old Boys Were Drinking Whiskey and Rye..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Oh, Mr. President. You are really too much. <33

Watched X2 with the_chloroplast to-night, with more than moderate amusement (in fact I think we may have laughed a little too much; at one point Dani and Shawn stormed in to see what was the matter). To-morrow we're going to walk around downtown, to the thrift store and the grocery and maybe get a pair of cacti (I am hoping that I will be less likely to kill a cactus, on the grounds that it doesn't have to be watered daily. I killed my willow within three weeks of bringing it home).

Mama and Maria brought home the Quaker yesterday. He's our new horse to replace Lily; he's a draft and a driving horse, not broken to riding, so Maria's doing that right now.

I'm doing okay. I laugh a lot and I like it that way. Dr. Hamlett said he never realised I had a sense of humour (I made him laugh: he laughs in little ksnorks, and it is so damn funny). I usually eat with other people and usually have a good time. I'm doing a lot better with not being anti-social and avoidant. I also haven't properly cried since I got here. God, these meds work when I take them. I need to make that a mantra.

Also, I may kill myself anyway before the semester is out, judging by O.Chem. But, you know, it's better to die because of O.Chem than to run my bike into a semi because I'm fat. So I think this is definitely an improvement.

Need to stop developing crushes (but he plays such a beautiful harmonica) (but his scars look so fresh) (but she laughs so gorgeous) (but she's so confident and sexy) (but I love him) (but I love her).

Also, I love mhari with my whole heart.

Comments

[raanve]

I love crushes, and I've been married for the better part of a decade. ^_^ Just enjoy the good parts and be prepared to toss them when the time comes.

I am glad that you sound like you're doing so well!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Fair enough. XD I feel like such a highschooler sometimes.

<3 Thank you!