"Good Old Boys Were Drinking Whiskey and Rye..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Oh, Mr. President. You are really too much. <33

Watched X2 with the_chloroplast to-night, with more than moderate amusement (in fact I think we may have laughed a little too much; at one point Dani and Shawn stormed in to see what was the matter). To-morrow we're going to walk around downtown, to the thrift store and the grocery and maybe get a pair of cacti (I am hoping that I will be less likely to kill a cactus, on the grounds that it doesn't have to be watered daily. I killed my willow within three weeks of bringing it home).

Mama and Maria brought home the Quaker yesterday. He's our new horse to replace Lily; he's a draft and a driving horse, not broken to riding, so Maria's doing that right now.

I'm doing okay. I laugh a lot and I like it that way. Dr. Hamlett said he never realised I had a sense of humour (I made him laugh: he laughs in little ksnorks, and it is so damn funny). I usually eat with other people and usually have a good time. I'm doing a lot better with not being anti-social and avoidant. I also haven't properly cried since I got here. God, these meds work when I take them. I need to make that a mantra.

Also, I may kill myself anyway before the semester is out, judging by O.Chem. But, you know, it's better to die because of O.Chem than to run my bike into a semi because I'm fat. So I think this is definitely an improvement.

Need to stop developing crushes (but he plays such a beautiful harmonica) (but his scars look so fresh) (but she laughs so gorgeous) (but she's so confident and sexy) (but I love him) (but I love her).

Also, I love mhari with my whole heart.

Comments

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

I don't think you should ever stop developing crushes. Your crushes are so delightful. Just, don't get fixated or dependent on crushes. That's the bit I've learned... (gorgeous laughs are the best to crush on.)

letting yourself have crushes reminds you that so many people are lovely and lovable, and stuff like that.

[erinpuff]

Nothing wrong with crushes! unless you go all stalkery like I've, uh, been known to do. :o

I'm so glad you're doing okay. :)

[tinyammmy]

I'm so happy you're doing well.

And someday we will again be on the internet at the same time.

<3

[raanve]

I love crushes, and I've been married for the better part of a decade. ^_^ Just enjoy the good parts and be prepared to toss them when the time comes.

I am glad that you sound like you're doing so well!

[mhari.livejournal.com]

HAY come back here. D: I got up to check on the keetun and when I came back you had been and gone!