"If We Want a God We Have to Follow Him Down..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

My icon is, for once, utterly appropriate; I have been depressed I think almost since April began, and it is not letting up, despite my efforts (I am so tired). And I'm trying to do homework but nothing wants to happen, and my hands are shaking so bad to-day, I cannot hold anything to-day, it's ridiculous. This is one of those weeks where you lose your faith (and that is terrible timing indeed: it's Holy Week already).

I want to go home. I want to cease. I want to sleep for-ever. I want to slide that razor into my body, but I made a promise, and I keep my promises if nothing else. Professor K-G says that makes me strong, but I am not so sure.

Comments

[raanve]

Yeah, I'm in the same boat. This is a February mood. ;P

*huggles and flowers*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It is the wrong damn time of year, Jess. Wtf.

[raanve]

I have some theories about mine, but... eh. What can you do?

*clings*

Here is a bright thought - package winging its way to you sometime this week. :D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I have no idea. Bleh.

Eeeee really? Eeeeee! You really know how to brighten a day. ♥

[raanve]

Yes yes, my dear. I am determined to finish it in the next two days. :D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥!