"I Guess That Changed My Mind..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

life is precious and mine is long.

damn, depression is exhausting. i wish i didn't have three exams this week. on the plus side, i really like these falling stars that lj has put up for the background.

i realised that i've got to stop self-injuring before the india trip over winter break, because apparently we'll be staying at a beach and they'll be expecting us to swim, so i won't be able to get away with it any more. i think that's actually more stressful than the actual self-injuring itself. i hate swimsuits. i wish i weren't body dysmorphic. i wonder if i can just curl up in the sand and wear clothes and not have to worry.

ha ha, i actually said "not have to worry" like it was an actual plausible course of action.

Comments

[the-chloroplast.livejournal.com]

"Life is short and you are hot." Second-hand quote, yes, but no less true for being re-used.

You'll be fine, my dear, in time (even if swimsuits are made of suck, which they are). You were clean before, you can be clean again, you're so self-aware and with it and capable even when you feel like you aren't. You'll be fine.

*snugstight*

[raanve]

*hugs*

You're lovely, and I love you.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

You can swim in your clothes? Assuming they don't have shiny, shark-attracting bits on them. &hearts

I hope your exams go well, in spite of the exhaustion.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

*cuddles*