Yes. Would say 'am not crying', except this would be untrue, and as Soujin has been trying to convince you all for ages now, I do not lie. For heaven's sake, I really don't.
...Also it would be sort of stupid and attention-whore-y.
I am not winning at life. And would--
Oh, never mind. It's an hour and a minute later exactly, and I love Manon so much and I really am an idiot.
Ngg. Am not reassuring, am I? :D
It is now two hours later again, and I am still an idiot. On the other hand, I have toast. Eeetoast. Now, bear in mind that it is diet toast, so each slice of bread is exactly thirty-five calories with three grams of fiber, but still. Toast.
Also, socks ee.
I want to do something worthwhile. And by worthwhile I do not mean 'going to work on Saturday'. Ack. It is going to disorient me up to here.
On the other hand, to-morrow we dig the potatoes! ^_______________^
I am still not winning at life, but at least just right now I do not care?
Blah.