"Helen, I Brought You a Lillie To-day..."

Soujin: *is to-day wearing trousers that last fall she couldn't* ^___^ *also, cereal with own raspberries onnit!*

Also arm is much, much better. Is not draining at all, now. Huzzah for no lances. I was well enough to do my exercises this morning, and all is generally right with the world, except that I still have to bathe it a few more times.

Have managed to cut my chin, though, and am bleeding copiously all over my hands. Eww.

*flails*

I don't think I know what on earth I'm doing.

I want to be in a play again, but the last time it broke me. The last time I ended up a complete and utter mess. So I want to do it again.

And now I have blood all over my hands.

"And I Wash Myself of Every Youthful Crime..."

Miss Kylee, we got your package.

( I'm not sure how you knew, but... )

And. I think. I think you broke me. Like a sock, Miss Kylee. Because it made me cry. The letter, I mean. And I love you so much. I love you so much.

And N. was really thrilled. He's burbling. He's just-- *waves hands* He's more happy than I've ever seen him in my life.

And Alan, Alan, darlingest? You made my day with your letter. I couldn't stop laughing (mostly) I was so terribly happy. Thank you. <3

And--and Manon's postcard, and all Nanni's letters, and--

Oh.

I'm the luckiest girl in the world, you know that? The luckiest, silliest, laughingest, dancingest Soujin that ever came out from under a rock because there were too many people to hug to stay hidden.

( Also, one last Postsecret: )

"For the Roses Were Frail and the Petals Fell Away..."

Zara called! ^_________________^

Soujin: Mordred's icon gives me trouble, though. It doesn't say to me, 'evol bad guy from Arthurian legend'. It says to 'hi there, I'm pure sex'. It says, 'you worship my grin, you know you do'. I say, 'TAKE ME NOW, DAMN IT'.
Zara: Yeah. That's why Arthur's been having so much trouble talking to him.
Soujin: ...XD
Zara: Actually, the only reason they can't be together is because Arthur has way too much going on right now.
Soujin: ...That's the only reason?

I love Zara. And Mordred. Oh my soul, ack.

Also, I am wearing a button-down shirt to-day, but I have to keep taking it off to bathe my arm, so it's not actually buttoned up the front except one, and I managed to get bright red tomato juice all down my front while we were boiling the sauce, and these two factors combine to make me look slightly like a bodice-ripped murder victim. It does not help that my hair is mad tousled.

Waen showed me the new fish she's putting in the pond. ^________^ They eat out of her hand and kiss her toes! They really do. She dips her feet in the water, and they swim over and kiss her toes! She said she'll show me to-morrow when it's light out how they eat out of her hand. Mum says she's turning into Dickon; she spent this afternoon putting tulip bulbs into the garden and digging out the side garden for a rhododendron.

Also! Miss Ll, there is a rainbow package to-morrow in the post with your name and address on it. ^____________^

Is it wrong to love so much?