"I Don't Even Understand..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Happy birthday, Mr. Verne. ♥

(I no longer exist as of to-night. nope. nothin'.)

(--oh, right. and for whatever reason, I agreed to go to the homeschool winter formal. I shall stand around in a dress that is beautiful and makes me want to cry because I feel that I make it ugly; I will be all by myself and know no one, or else know a few people, but not well enough to be comfortable, and after a very short period of time naturally will hide in the bathroom sobbing; and will either eat too much or not at all, both of which will result in more sobbing. Someone tell me what on earth makes me pay for emotional trauma.)

Comments

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*hugs you close, closecloseclose* First, I love you, lady, and I hope that you will understand that you're lovely someday soon.

Second, what is this about not existing?

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

heeey. You could never make a dress look ugly! Because you are insanely beautiful, love. *cuddle* Soujin, you are gorgeous, and you shouldn't hide yourself away out of fear that you aren't, because then people will not get to see how beautiful you are in a beautiful dress, and you'll miss out on so much, and did i mention that you're beautiful?

[mhari.livejournal.com]

Oh, sweetheart. *snuggles*

[eremon-lass.livejournal.com]

Plz to be existing occasionally, as I should miss you terribly if you did not. as for the formal, go and make everyone jealous of how lovely you look in your dress, for indeed you will.

*sigh* And Bedi says he wants pictures, the little git.

[karla-yonit.livejournal.com]

*cliiiiiiiiing* Don't hide at the formal, then no one will see how gorgeous you are! :(

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

You know, I think you need to stop sabotaging yourself. If you can't go to the formal without creating a self-fulfilling prophecy of emotional trauma, then don't go.

No matter how pretty you'd look in a pretty dress.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

COuld you please exist? ;__; The lack of you would make the world considerably worse.

Also, you could never make anything ugly. ;__;