"I Don't Mind Spending Every Day..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

*cries* No, life. I am too tired. Please, please, please go away.

... *cries more; just to make sure life gets the picture, apparently*

Oh, well. A few scattered things. Firstly, let it never be said that I have no sense of humour. Jack of Diamonds and My Girl on the Santa Fe Trail. Jack of Diamonds is the best song ever. I used to sing it all the time.

I got sick at bowling to-day; a combination, I think, of being utterly dehydrated and not having taken any medications for three days (auuugh). On the other hand, everyone on my team won a trophy. I didn't, but--oh, it was wonderful. I felt like I was full of light and light-headed happy. It's so good when people do well and are pleased by it, and I'm glad to see it. <3 Chelsey got first place. So proud. ^__^

Seeing Gail was okay. She basically said 'start taking your meds again and drink more water!', both of which I want to do anyway. To-morrow I am being kidnapped from my nice safe library and taken out shopping for trousers instead. I painted in my only pair, so now they have big white spots and are no longer wearable for the most part. So. I hate shopping for clothes with a violent passion, as it tends to be self-esteem killing.

I am working at not being totally pathetic, but having only moderate success. >_> I still suck at the being a good friend, a decent writer, a motivated worker, or even a normal conversant. I don't know how to convey this without sounding ridiculous. Also, I feel sick and want to cry some more.

Go away, life. ;________;

Comments

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

Darling? You're a great friend and a magnificent writer. No one wants to talk to a normal conversant, and you do just fine as an abnormal one anyway (at least, on the phone). Motivated worker, well... you're at least more motivated than i am, but that's not too hard.

I'll bet that you find some magnificent trousers! *cuddle* try not to be depressed about how you fit into clothes, b'cause you look wonderful regardless.

Please no dehydration ;___; That is one of the scarier things that one can do to oneself with neglect. Drink much water ;___;

(feel free to call if you need or want some vocal cuddling?)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*clingsto*

I found some okay ones? Because it did freak me out. But I got a beautiful leather jacket for five dollars. >_> I feel like a biker chick, and for some reason this is a v. fun thing to feel like.

I can't help it! We ran out of water (we can't drink from our taps) and there wasn't anything in the house to drink otherwise. To-day we got more, but that was on Monday, so I hadn't had anything to drink except a water bottled I managed to badger Dad into buying. Not my fault! *hides*

(You are so wonderful. ♥. I was too out of it last night, though, I think. I would only have cried at you.)

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

*holdson*

That's a good thing! I can totally picture you as a biker chick XD It's a strange but vivid image. Funny and cute, too.

Oh ;___; Poor soujin! (why can't you drink from your taps?) *cuddle* I'm sorry...!

(I would not have minded. Well, i would have minded the fact that you were crying, but, you know what i mean. You're still free to if you need/want)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*close*

^^ It's silly--!

I am. I am utterly tragic. *clingsto* (There's something in our taps that makes the water bad to drink.)

(♥)

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

*adores*

*giggle* i'd like to see it ^__^ Silly is good.

Not all that tragic...! *clingswith* (That's too bad... Tap water is one of my favorite things to drink.)

(<3)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3

Maybe I will take a picture in it for you. ^^;;

Nonono, intensely tragic! (I'm so used to not being able to drink it that when I go to other people's houses and so forth I always feel shy about it.)

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

<3<3<333

I would like that like terrible ^___^

Not Oedipeanly tragic or anything...! (I always feel embarassed about going to other people's houses and finding out if they drink tap water or not!)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<33333333333

^^ Well, then! I will do it.

No, but still tragic! Small-scale tragedy. Pyramus and Thisbe? (*giggles* Awww. But you don't have any reason to be. ♥)

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

^_____^ <3

hooray ^_^

No, no, not even Pyramus and Thisbe tragic... Perhaps Merchant of Venice-Third-Female-Lead-Whose-Name-I-Forgot-But-I-Think-It's-Jessica Tragic? (Nor do you! We're just silly ^_^)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

^__^

&hearts

Oo, no, she's a good deal more tragic than I am--! (All right, I'll buy that.)

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

Well, Pyramus and Thisbe, when not a mockery of Romeo and Juliet, are more tragic than her! In a silly stupid way.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Oh, very well. Perhaps--the Tempest?

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

Oooh, perhaps! I think that one works quite well!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Yay! *wins*