"I Thought We'd Be Simple Together..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

You know what's kind of sad? Every since the doctor doubled my meds, I've stopped crying randomly all over the place. I can focus and get my work done in a timely fashion (unless I purposely procrastinate, but. :P). I can cope on less sleep--I had six hours Sunday night and last night about the same, and I feel fine, it was easy to get up in the morning. I feel peaceful and able to think ahead and pretty much in control of what's going on.

So basically I feel like a normal person, I feel like me again, I feel really good.

The sad part is that Mama doesn't get paid until Friday, so she can't give me money until then, and my scrip runs out to-morrow. I'm cutting back down to one pill a day so I can stretch them out until Thursday, but I'm pretty much fucked. And it's sad because this is such a nice feeling. And I'm going to miss it, is all.

I mean, I'll probably go right back to it once I get my refill, and it's only going to be a few days, but usually going off meds when I've been on them makes me really really sick, physically as well as mentally. So that's depressing.

Probably means I should take advantage of this while it's still here. I wonder how much I can get done to-day. :D

Comments

[josiana.livejournal.com]

;__; Um, I don't have any new and creative suggestions, but like everyone has said, I'm sure your doctor will be willing to help.

I hope you're going to be okay.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

But I can't reaaaaach hiiiiiim.

[the-chloroplast.livejournal.com]

What doctor is this? Is this the Generic Alias Name Man or the Closet Prince Man?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Closet Prince Man.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

*flails, clings to* ;__; Um. I would suggest sleeping as much as is possible with your schedule, then, but um. That's not very responsible, it's just what I would do.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I took advantage of mhari. >_>

[josiana.livejournal.com]

Aw. Sorry. >_>; I didn't have time to read the other comments. But I'm sure she doesn't mind.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

No, it's okay! --well, I hope so. :P