"All is Working--Try to Relax..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Well, I have no idea what to do with my life, for the record.

I'm still doing med school prerequisites, and working on my religion major, and actually planning my senior thesis, which I am really psyched about, but I have no idea what kind of career I want and whether I should still bother trying to get into med school, after the disaster of my internship.

And I think maybe the Depakote is making me more depressed. I don't know whether that's unreasonable or not; I just feel like I've been sadder lately. But maybe that's just me. I wish I knew.

I go from being really happy to kind of wanting to find a quiet place to cry, which is where I am now. But I'm also reading about saints, which I think is cool and I really like, so maybe I just need to go and hide somewhere with my saints book and see if that helps.

I wish I didn't feel so weird and inconclusive.

Comments

[the-chloroplast.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean with the whole holding yourself to a different standard than you do other people. But so far everyone here has said it's okay to bounce around interest-wise for a while, and I second them. My father has a degree in forestry from VT, and he's a financial manager. A family friend has an English degree, and she's a realtor. My cousin has a biology degree, and she's going into nursing. ??

It's okay, niñita, and here is a big hug.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

ilu so much. When are you going to be back in your room?