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Soujin ([personal profile] psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2009-09-17 12:57 pm

"Because I Want to See People and I Want to See Light..."

I have a question. You know that weird feeling you get when you burn your tongue? Where it's sort of halfway between numb and raw? Okay. Mine has been like that since Friday. I went to Health and Wellness and they have no idea, and I read through all the side effects associated with Depakote and there's nothing like that there. But this morning when I woke up my tongue was completely coated with idk what, something thick and unbelievably gross looking. So I scraped it all off, at great personal risk, and then brushed my teeth, and there was a lot of that yellowy-reddy colour you tend to associate with blood? But I don't think it was blood.

Also, it's not just my tongue that's this way, it's my gums and the inside of my lips, too. DOES ANYBODY HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THIS IS? ;_____; I want it to go away, and I have no idea what steps to take because I've never had anything like this before.

I don't think it's related to my being sick, because I've only had my fever since yesterday (it's down to 99.8 by the way! I'm so excited! I just want it to break soon so I can go back to HAVING A LIFE DEAR GOD). But it's driving me crazy.

Edit. HOLY SHIT VERTIGO WOOOOOOO

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I started taking probiotics this morning for something unrelated, so go me! I'll start doing them regular now.

Bleh. *falls on*

[identity profile] mhari.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Other research suggests it may be related to the reflux. :(

*rocks you*

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
But but but I've been taking my medicine for that religiously. Agh.

I am so bored I think I'm going to die. I want to be out going to class and getting stuff done! and instead I'm stuck in bed feeling horrible.

[identity profile] mhari.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I shall tag you! Helpfully.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
<333

also I want real food oh god. >_> I haven't had anything really to eat for the last two days.

[identity profile] mhari.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
D: D:

[identity profile] canadabear.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
*just snuggles you in general*

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-17 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
*clings*

[identity profile] josiana.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
DDD: oh my. That sounds very, very unpleasant, and I have no idea what it is, but I hope it's not serious.

*clings* I hope your temperature is back to normal soon.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
The official diagnoses right now is thrush. I will be going to the wellness centre shortly to see if they agree.

It broke overnight! <3

[identity profile] holyschist.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Also, probably a good idea to get tested for strep just to be sure. Sometimes it manifests strangely in the mouth rather than the throat.

[identity profile] holyschist.livejournal.com 2009-09-18 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, when F. got strep his throat didn't hurt at all, which is why he had it for about a week before it hurt enough to go to the doctor (by then it was Sunday and the ER was the only option, so it was a really EXPENSIVE case of strep). But it doesn't sound like your mouth hurts, so thrush is more likely.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-19 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
I ended up going to the ER, and they took bloodwork in addition to giving me medicine for thrush.

[identity profile] holyschist.livejournal.com 2009-09-19 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Hope it clears up soon!

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2009-09-19 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
SO DO I. ;____;