"Ride On, Through the Night, Ride On..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Back to the whole frantic sleeping-in-my-clothes frazzled-every-minute-of-the-day thing. I think I'm annoying the hell out of everybody, too--definitely feeling like friends are being cooler than usual.

So tired all the time. I feel like I'm always working but never getting anything done; I have a French exam to-morrow that I have literally not studied for, I barely understand my o.chem, I have two papers to write on Friday and a research project due Tuesday the twenty-fourth, plus LAB which I hate not because it's hard but because it eats away huge chunks of my time for no discernible purpose. And I just. So. tired.

On the plus side, I love les femmes.

On the down, I feel like things are slipping out of my hands in a way I can't control. Come back, come back. I can't stand this feeling of helplessless, I hate knowing that I can't shape things into sense. This afternoon I kidnapped a girl out of my titrations lab and ranted at her about a bunch of things that scare me right now. She ran away. I need to get control.

Comments

[mhari.livejournal.com]

I am not being cooler, I am being eaten by hospitals and lack of sleep. ;___; *hugs you up*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<333 it's okay, trust me. I know that you have something bigger going on. It's really people IRL who I think are getting pretty fed up with this whole thing.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

Les femmes aiment tu aussi, citoyenne.


/hideously bad French

That's going to be so useful for art. >__>

Eeep, I hope things calm down soon. Is there anyone who could help you with this stuff and isn't similarly occupied?

I'm so sorry you're in this position right now.

♥

[reconditarmonia.livejournal.com]

"Les femmes t'aiment, toi aussi" :)

[josiana.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Is there a rule about when to use toi and when to use tu? I do not know. >_>

Are you art history?

Nnnnot really? Well, I see my therapist to-day, that's supposed to be something.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

No idea. >_>; My French is a lot less advanced than yours.

No, just creepy. ^^;

oh dear, I'm sorry. I would offer if I could. D: I hope the therapist can help a bit, at least

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I'm in French I, seriously. XD

Nah. <3

It's okay. I think she prolly will be, since I like her a whole lot.

[josiana.livejournal.com]

So am I. >_> But er, our classes are not really very good, so I just assume.

^^;;

I'm glad. &hearts

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Oh, don't. <3

♥ Thank you for worrying.

[watchcry.livejournal.com]

Je pense, toi est more like "for you" you, where as tu est more of a just general "you." Mais, it has been 4 ans since my last french class.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

That kind of makes sense. >_> Je ne sais pas rien.

[reconditarmonia.livejournal.com]

I have discovered so many wonderful tumblr sites in the last month or so. ^___^

also, *clingsto*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

what is the DEAL with tumblr I didn't even know it existed until I found FuckYeahDykes and I love it.

<33

[reconditarmonia.livejournal.com]

right! exactly!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

it's like this mecca of shiny.

[watchcry.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry, honey. Can I help in any way? Read papers or anything?

I am going to spend so much time on this tumblr site now >.> thanks a lot!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

yes, please, actually, I will have a paper that I would need you to look at by Saturday if that is all right (I won't have all the material to write it until Thurs.). *clings*

It is so awesome. ;____;