psalm_onethirtyone: (Little Breezes Dusk and Shiver)
Soujin ([personal profile] psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2010-04-08 05:44 pm

"If it Could Freeze, My Heart Wouldn't Float Away..."

Yesterday I posted on my FaceBook about the anxiety attacks I've been having, and Jen (the girl I'm in love with) came over to my room to see me. I didn't want to both my roommate, so we went to Liz's room, because her room is always unlocked even when she's out, and I cried all over Jen. And told her all about how terrified I am about not doing well in school, and how sick I feel right now, and how I keep missing class.

And then she was crying too, and Liz has no kleenexes but we found a handful of napkins, and sat there on Liz's bed holding each other and crying into our napkins and--understanding each other, I think.

I am still having anxiety attacks, and there is still too much to do in a short time, but I love Jen and Liz, and it's raining, and I will not kill myself, dammit, I will finish this paper.

Also, hay look, I'm in a comic!

[identity profile] nowgoesquickly.livejournal.com 2010-04-08 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
You will finish your paper and it will be excellent. Fear not, darling Soujin!

And I'm glad to hear you've made such wonderful friends at school. Hold onto them. ♥

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2010-04-08 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
THAT is a matter of opinion.

Thank you. I will. I am a lucky lucky Soujin.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2010-04-09 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
<3 you too.
raanve: (It Means I Love You)

[personal profile] raanve 2010-04-09 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

You are pretty marvelous.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2010-04-10 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
So are you.

[identity profile] watchcry.livejournal.com 2010-04-11 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
This comic is pretty awesome.

[identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com 2010-04-11 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
:D! [livejournal.com profile] isjusterin writes and draws it.