"If it Could Freeze, My Heart Wouldn't Float Away..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Yesterday I posted on my FaceBook about the anxiety attacks I've been having, and Jen (the girl I'm in love with) came over to my room to see me. I didn't want to both my roommate, so we went to Liz's room, because her room is always unlocked even when she's out, and I cried all over Jen. And told her all about how terrified I am about not doing well in school, and how sick I feel right now, and how I keep missing class.

And then she was crying too, and Liz has no kleenexes but we found a handful of napkins, and sat there on Liz's bed holding each other and crying into our napkins and--understanding each other, I think.

I am still having anxiety attacks, and there is still too much to do in a short time, but I love Jen and Liz, and it's raining, and I will not kill myself, dammit, I will finish this paper.

Also, hay look, I'm in a comic!

Comments

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

THAT is a matter of opinion.

Thank you. I will. I am a lucky lucky Soujin.