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psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2011-06-12 12:50 am
psalm_onethirtyone) wrote2011-06-12 12:50 am
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"Give Me Some Room For Both My Hands..."
I. have. meds.
This is technically my third day without them, as they did not show up in the mail until to-night, but although I have been dizzy and nauseated since Thursday, and to-day I barely made it through the family reunion because I had to go and hide on a couch somewhere and have fever dreams and try not to throw up, THAT IS ALL MOOT, because I took them this evening and I will take them to-morrow and hopefully that will prevent me from driving intro a tree on my way to work. :D Which would be good.
My paid account appears to have expired again. Pfffft. I would renew it, except I have spent literally two-hundred dollars on pills and gas money over the last week.
I am looking forward to sleeping to-night without the incredibly disturbing dream track. The last few nights and days have been really. Foetuses inside eggs and getting raped while drugged and being stuck in really small places [because I am just claustrophobic enough] and major tissue damage and various other exciting things that are really, really frightening to me personally [not that I don't think most people are afraid of being raped, but the whole "break egg open, find heart-beating almost-born baby-creature inside" is one of my special nightmares, as is the "skin debriding off my body" thing]. So yeah, I'd like things to go back to normal.
Also, just not getting so dizzy I can't see every time I move too fast will be nice. :D
This is technically my third day without them, as they did not show up in the mail until to-night, but although I have been dizzy and nauseated since Thursday, and to-day I barely made it through the family reunion because I had to go and hide on a couch somewhere and have fever dreams and try not to throw up, THAT IS ALL MOOT, because I took them this evening and I will take them to-morrow and hopefully that will prevent me from driving intro a tree on my way to work. :D Which would be good.
My paid account appears to have expired again. Pfffft. I would renew it, except I have spent literally two-hundred dollars on pills and gas money over the last week.
I am looking forward to sleeping to-night without the incredibly disturbing dream track. The last few nights and days have been really. Foetuses inside eggs and getting raped while drugged and being stuck in really small places [because I am just claustrophobic enough] and major tissue damage and various other exciting things that are really, really frightening to me personally [not that I don't think most people are afraid of being raped, but the whole "break egg open, find heart-beating almost-born baby-creature inside" is one of my special nightmares, as is the "skin debriding off my body" thing]. So yeah, I'd like things to go back to normal.
Also, just not getting so dizzy I can't see every time I move too fast will be nice. :D
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