"Because You're Mine, I Walk the Line..."

Easter was very pretty, if very draining. Much better than last year, certainly (last year was the Year of Hysterical Breakdowns; I think I had five before Easter and one on Easter itself). And--the church was beautiful, and the flowers were beautiful (and Daphne is so strong and beautiful, I love to watch her, I love to watch her during the service), and--I looked ridiculous. XD I was wearing a sleeveless dress that was also rather form-fitting, which was just a stupid thing to wear, in general.

...No, really stupid. Because--my head--yes. I have no self-esteem left. It's worse than having to shop for swimsuits, it truly is.

But I rolled down the hill five times, and got leaves in my hair, and made myself a dandelion crown, and picked violets (the violets are making our pasture perfectly purple), and the pink tree outside the window here is blooming, which is just wonderful.

Our family is very hard to have celebrations with, although Christian has improved dramatically now that he's older. But--oh, Lord. Don't even want to talk about it.

And--

(i hate myself)

mixed blessings, I think, in general.

"I Am a Latke..."

...I'm stupid. Here is a baby!Soujin photospam. Also, all the pictures are all out of order. I apologise. ^_^;;;;

Soujin with her Daddy!

This is Soujin and her aunt and uncle. In case you're wondering, she divorced him soon after. This picture, and the fact that he liked stock car racing, are really sufficient grounds. At least as far as I can tell.

Soujin and her Mama!

Soujin and her Grandma!

Soujin and her Waen. Yes, Soujin is in the dark. Her... scanner does not work.

Set i.
i. Soujin and (a different) aunt's dog.
ii. Baby Cali!
iii. Soujin inna greenhouse!

Set ii.
i. Christmas!
ii. ....Soujin wrapt in red plastic wrap.
iii. Soujin as Zeus. XD Don't ask.
iv. Soujin and Waen, as far as we can tell. Guess who's who.

Set iii.
i. Soujin pretending to be cute.
ii. BIRTHDAY! Also, glasses!
iii. Soujin and her Grandma, again.
iv. SOUJIN HAS SHOES FOR THE WIN.

Set iv.
i. GLEE! ^_______^
ii. ZOMG! It's a slinky!
iii. Blackmail picture of Waen.
iv. Zomg. It's a RILLY BIG SQUASH.

Set v.
i. '03. You can't really tell, but my hair is dark blue.
ii. ...Me with a raccoon on my head. And Waen when she was going through her 'call me Charlie or I'll bite you' phase.
iii. The bunny who bit people in the throat. ;_____; FOR REALS. Also, Jiji.
iv. Aaaaaand Soujin and her "best friend" from gradeschool.

....This is all Zara's fault, in case you were wondering. I'm so sorry.