"Tell Them I'm Alone..."

By the way, in preparation for Anti-OTP weekend, which begins to-night, here is my list of links: In Which We Attempt to be Organised. So most of the posts have already been made, except those included in the comment. ^__________^ Look how organised!

Also, I forgot to mention this yesterday, but I had another visit with Christine-the-therapist. Apparently I've got a cognitive disorder, which essentially means that, in a given situation, say-- [thing does not go right].
Normal person: Better luck next time OR I suck.
Soujin: OMG I am the worst person in the whole world and not only do I fail at that, I fail at everything. ;_____________________; Also I am fat. Please someone take me out and shoot me right now.

[person does not want to be friends]
Normal person: Jerk. > > OR That sucks a lot. ;_______;
Soujin: It's because I'm a horrible person, isn't it? ;____; It's because I'm stupid and ugly and did we mention fat, and, oh, if someone killed me now I wouldn't mind at all, this is so bad, I will not be able to function in real life.

Or, in other words, I overreact mentally. So now I am to keep a diary marking when I notice myself overreacting, so that I can correct myself.

Now I am going to go have breakfast, as I imagine this would be a very useful behaviour for aiding such problems. Meh. ^__^ Library this afternoon...! <33333333333 Yes.

"It's a Barnum and Bailey World..."

...ZARA. I did it! I confess now; I can't hide it from you any longer. ;_______; I checked out Merchant of Menace. Please say it won't come between us! Oh, please tell me we'll overcome it! It was only a temporary lapse. I'll do anything! I'll get counselling! Just, please, please don't leave me!

...In other news, I should not XD every time I shelve Walk the Line.

In other news, why in Heaven's name am I occasionally such a complete sucker for bad thrillers? Usually I can't stand them. Romance novels I do not care for at all except Tall Dark and Cranky, but that's another story. Mostly it's just ridiculously bad detective novels I enjoy. But for some reason I just saw this one, and its horrible cover, and its lurid front cover flap, and I couldn't help myself. :D And, bizarrely enough, my tastes are generally equally divided by children's picture books and detective novels. I love how I make no real sense. ^____^

In other news, did you know they make cocoanut hershey's kisses? *furtive look* I think I have to steal some and bring them home to Mum and Waen.