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Excuse me, I am going to go kill myself. >_>
So I was going to switch my CWS class and pick up Quantative Methods, which is basically (I was told) remedial chem, which I really need? So I've been meeting with my new CWS class and I really like everybody in it and I love my student teacher; and then I found out to-day that I can't take QM, I have to take Pre-Calc, and that meets the same time as my CWS, so I have to keep my original CWS, where I don't know anybody because I haven't gone all orientation.
ALSO the money Daddy says he put in my account for books still hasn't shown up, and considering that I have already bought all my books and at any moment the cheques for those are going to come through and overdraw my account (I put my whole savings into my account, but it isn't enough to cover the cost of books) I am doing a lot of dancing in a panicky way.
Also both my feet have become infected and I need to see Campus Health and Wellness but I don't know when that's open; I still haven't set up my voicemail; and the campus is so big and this huge sudden social attack is making me so nervous I keep randomly bursting into tears.
On the plus side, when my computer froze a half hour ago and I nearly had a nervous breakdown, my roommate looked up how to fix it online and also texted a friend of hers who is good with computers, and we got it fixed. So she is basically the nicest roommate ever.
I cannot wait to have everything straightened out, though. It will be nice to be done with histrionics every half hour.
So I was going to switch my CWS class and pick up Quantative Methods, which is basically (I was told) remedial chem, which I really need? So I've been meeting with my new CWS class and I really like everybody in it and I love my student teacher; and then I found out to-day that I can't take QM, I have to take Pre-Calc, and that meets the same time as my CWS, so I have to keep my original CWS, where I don't know anybody because I haven't gone all orientation.
ALSO the money Daddy says he put in my account for books still hasn't shown up, and considering that I have already bought all my books and at any moment the cheques for those are going to come through and overdraw my account (I put my whole savings into my account, but it isn't enough to cover the cost of books) I am doing a lot of dancing in a panicky way.
Also both my feet have become infected and I need to see Campus Health and Wellness but I don't know when that's open; I still haven't set up my voicemail; and the campus is so big and this huge sudden social attack is making me so nervous I keep randomly bursting into tears.
On the plus side, when my computer froze a half hour ago and I nearly had a nervous breakdown, my roommate looked up how to fix it online and also texted a friend of hers who is good with computers, and we got it fixed. So she is basically the nicest roommate ever.
I cannot wait to have everything straightened out, though. It will be nice to be done with histrionics every half hour.
