"I Guess That Changed My Mind..."

life is precious and mine is long.

damn, depression is exhausting. i wish i didn't have three exams this week. on the plus side, i really like these falling stars that lj has put up for the background.

i realised that i've got to stop self-injuring before the india trip over winter break, because apparently we'll be staying at a beach and they'll be expecting us to swim, so i won't be able to get away with it any more. i think that's actually more stressful than the actual self-injuring itself. i hate swimsuits. i wish i weren't body dysmorphic. i wonder if i can just curl up in the sand and wear clothes and not have to worry.

ha ha, i actually said "not have to worry" like it was an actual plausible course of action.