"Nobody Knows, Not Even You..."
Nov. 25th, 2004 11:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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maranz!
I know I've mentioned this before, but I think it bears mentioning again, because it's just so important to me: she doesn't have one of those barriers.
I think people will understand this. It's when you're talking to someone, and you say something that the other person considers weird, or that, indeed, any person would consider weird; and automatically, you feel the other person putting up a barrier. It's just a little bubble that he/she looks at you from inside and stares, and blinks, or nods, or says 'Riiiight'. And you can feel it, you really can. Well, Maddy has not got one of those. She has never had one of those. When I'm insane, she's insane too.
If I shout MUFFINS!, she shouts CHEESE MUFFINS! If I ask her what colour her socks are, she tells me (or she would, if I had ever asked that particular question before. Probably, she would not be wearing socks, or, if she was, we would get into a discussion of how awesome socks are, or what kind of socks are best, or which colours make the nicest socks). And I love that. It's the beautifully bizarre. It's her total willingness to be just as matchingly mad as the person she's with that is a really brilliant thing which I find wonderful.
Also, she throws Happy Thursday parties. Why? Because it's Thursday, dammit! Why else?
She and I wrote a story once, where she wrote one line and I wrote the next and then she wrote another... it was all her idea. It was brilliant. She makes wonderful things, she truly does. She makes thoughts. She makes me think.
And she's fun. :) Of course, that's very important. You wouldn't believe how important that is.
Truly, though, it is. Maddy is a muchly special person. And someday, I am going to watch movies with her in toe socks, word of honour. *loves on*
OMG P.S.! She lets me call her both 'Maddy' and 'pet', which is yay! Because Maddy is liek omg my favourite shortening of a name ever, and most people don't put up with the random endearments that I am all too prone to showering. But what is more, we agreed on 'pet'. We maturely discussed calling her 'pet', and I maturely got her consent. :) And now, I abuse the privilege. GO ME!
Or, more to the point, GO HER! Soujin loves you, Maddy-pet!
maranz!I know I've mentioned this before, but I think it bears mentioning again, because it's just so important to me: she doesn't have one of those barriers.
I think people will understand this. It's when you're talking to someone, and you say something that the other person considers weird, or that, indeed, any person would consider weird; and automatically, you feel the other person putting up a barrier. It's just a little bubble that he/she looks at you from inside and stares, and blinks, or nods, or says 'Riiiight'. And you can feel it, you really can. Well, Maddy has not got one of those. She has never had one of those. When I'm insane, she's insane too.
If I shout MUFFINS!, she shouts CHEESE MUFFINS! If I ask her what colour her socks are, she tells me (or she would, if I had ever asked that particular question before. Probably, she would not be wearing socks, or, if she was, we would get into a discussion of how awesome socks are, or what kind of socks are best, or which colours make the nicest socks). And I love that. It's the beautifully bizarre. It's her total willingness to be just as matchingly mad as the person she's with that is a really brilliant thing which I find wonderful.
Also, she throws Happy Thursday parties. Why? Because it's Thursday, dammit! Why else?
She and I wrote a story once, where she wrote one line and I wrote the next and then she wrote another... it was all her idea. It was brilliant. She makes wonderful things, she truly does. She makes thoughts. She makes me think.
And she's fun. :) Of course, that's very important. You wouldn't believe how important that is.
Truly, though, it is. Maddy is a muchly special person. And someday, I am going to watch movies with her in toe socks, word of honour. *loves on*
OMG P.S.! She lets me call her both 'Maddy' and 'pet', which is yay! Because Maddy is liek omg my favourite shortening of a name ever, and most people don't put up with the random endearments that I am all too prone to showering. But what is more, we agreed on 'pet'. We maturely discussed calling her 'pet', and I maturely got her consent. :) And now, I abuse the privilege. GO ME!
Or, more to the point, GO HER! Soujin loves you, Maddy-pet!
