"He is Obsessed; the Man is Driven..."
Jan. 10th, 2005 11:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
psalm_onethirtyoneStoneybridge was rather quiet to-day. Anne is gone, though only because she moved, so I am glad of that. I spoke to several people I don't usually meet, and Doris came out of her secluded room and played bingo with us, which made me very glad.
At about 15:00, I got a horrible shooting pain in my intestines which did not go away until about 19:30, while I was treadmilling; it both came and went completely inexplicably, but it hurt so badly that I couldn't eat supper, so I had an apple and a potato a bit later. It hurt. At any rate, it's gone now, and I have only a pain in my neck and a suffering from hunger. But my teeth are brushed. And I have no points left. Meh.
Right now I do not like: thin people; fit people; people on diets who don't mind cheating on them; overweight people who aren't on diets; thin people who actually have to eat a tonne or else suffer horrible consequences; chubby people with good self-esteem; every single kind of food in the world; people who will never have to feel bad about eating; almost everyone in the whole world.
I wish Wednesday would come, but I don't, because I shall probably have gained, especially because my period is due this week, and I can't enjoy my free nights because I have been on a diet for so long that I make myself horribly sick when I eat more, anyway.
*sits on top of wardrobe and glowers, sulkily*
At about 15:00, I got a horrible shooting pain in my intestines which did not go away until about 19:30, while I was treadmilling; it both came and went completely inexplicably, but it hurt so badly that I couldn't eat supper, so I had an apple and a potato a bit later. It hurt. At any rate, it's gone now, and I have only a pain in my neck and a suffering from hunger. But my teeth are brushed. And I have no points left. Meh.
Right now I do not like: thin people; fit people; people on diets who don't mind cheating on them; overweight people who aren't on diets; thin people who actually have to eat a tonne or else suffer horrible consequences; chubby people with good self-esteem; every single kind of food in the world; people who will never have to feel bad about eating; almost everyone in the whole world.
I wish Wednesday would come, but I don't, because I shall probably have gained, especially because my period is due this week, and I can't enjoy my free nights because I have been on a diet for so long that I make myself horribly sick when I eat more, anyway.
*sits on top of wardrobe and glowers, sulkily*
