Whoever Dances is One with the Universe

I know next to nothing about psychology (though I wish I did know a little), but I'm wondering if perhaps the reason you're feeling this way is the weight of seasonal depression on an already prevalent mental illness? I feel like crying and dying during these early months, too. Sadly, all I can suggest is a Verilux lamp (which truly does work wonders, but you know), and all the love I am sending you always, all the time. ♥