1) Can you call and check in with your doc? It might be normal up & down, but they might be able to give you better perspective. (Also, I know when I am smack in the middle of something, it never feels like "normal", even if technically it is. Ugh. It sucks.)
2) I know it's difficult, but try not to let that "doing it for attention" thing get to you. People who think that way (a) just do not Get It and (b) might, in fact, be a**h***s.
3) It's okay to give yourself a break. The reason you're not perfect is because no one is. You're not broken, you're just struggling. That's okay.
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Date: 2009-09-09 02:30 pm (UTC)2) I know it's difficult, but try not to let that "doing it for attention" thing get to you. People who think that way (a) just do not Get It and (b) might, in fact, be a**h***s.
3) It's okay to give yourself a break. The reason you're not perfect is because no one is. You're not broken, you're just struggling. That's okay.
I wish I could help more. ♥