"The Late, Great Daughter of Mother Earth..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

To-day was see-saw of hell day.

Went from being depressed to being hyper to being depressed to being hyper, back and forth and so on.

'Murder of Roger Ackroyd' was as lovely as one can technically call an Agatha Christie lovely, though Jamie had very little screen time, as well as a business suit with shoulder pads. And the inconsistency errors ran rampant. Worst one:

**BANG!** **BANG!**

"That's three!"

Got upset with Waen constantly, mainly because she was being upset with me constantly. She called me a pig because I didn't like artichokes and only ate pasta. Whatever the hell. But this is not good for the self-esteem of the Soujin, for various reasons.

Took a shower; felt much better. Looked through a clothes magazine; got depressed again. Played 'Scarlet Pimpernel' music on the piano; felt much better. Realised that I have none of the motivation I had at the beginning of the week; got depressed again.

Right now, I think I'm just feeling quiet, rather sad, and rather lonely. Am glad tairaworld is coming to-morrow. I miss her hugs.