"So Many Years Fighting Back Tears..."

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"Why Can't the Past Just Die?"

Mum and I are having a bit of a fight.

We played volleyball to-day, and everyone kept saying Good try or Almost! or Bad luck when I hit the ball sideways or not hard enough. The trouble is, I hate being complimented when I don't do things right.

If I hit it sideways, I don't want to be told good try. Waen and I have talked about this before, and she tries not to, sometimes. Usually she does it anyway.

But really. If I can't be perfect, I don't want having my attention called to the fact. How's that? I admit that it's arrogant of me, but it's true. I don't want to know.

I'd like to be perfect. I don't like being complimented when I'm not.

Mum thinks this is annoying of me.

She's probably right.

Meh. Meh meh meh.

"Wishing I Could Hear Your Voice Again..."

I love red balloons so much...