Have spent the afternoon working on Mum's site for her. Will never get my fic written. Alas.
Am lonely. Not sure why. After all, I'm home, and I missed everyone, and I'm never actually
happy at Blue Mountain.
And yet, all the same, I'm lonely. My books aren't doing what I want them to. They aren't protecting me, which is their entire point.
I want to be able to hide in my room, but I can't because the handle is still broken, my work is not done, and I would be far more lonely with no one to talk to.
Can't talk to Waen. She's still angry about something. She's been yelling at me all day.
Still looking for a treadmill in the Classifieds.
I miss
mhari. And
fannore. And I want a friend. Still.