"And You Think Maybe You'll Trust Her..."

Thank you all for your sympathy on my last post. I can't answer comments individually without crying, but I want you to know how much I appreciate it.

I have been really off-balance lately, but I try to keep remembering that it isn't the truth. My brain is an unfaithful witness. My friends are so good to me, and I'm so fortunate in that--much more fortunate than I ever expected to be.

So--it's nearly three in the morning, I'm not really tired. I think I'll read some homework and go to bed. Life seems so much more bearable right now in these moments, although to-morrow when I have to go through it being competent and functional I'm going to feel differently. There are things I can handle and things I can't. It doesn't matter. I'm going to read about anthropology.

It's a quiet evening.