"And When Despair Tears Me in Two, Who Can I Turn to But You?"

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Remind me not to work on NaNo before getting online. I've just now got the twelfth chapter posted. And I am far too spaced out to get online to-night for more than three minutes, which is something of a damn shame. I've got to wrap Waen's gift for Mum and then make my bed before I sleep, and I am not wanting to deal with life in general at present; not sure why.

Waen made me a beautiful origami dragon to give to Grandma Jennie at Stoneybridge.

Also, GSA is mad and hectic as all get-out, and the younger girls are making me go mad due to this continual attackingness. The girl who keeps saying that I use big words all the time and I'm smart just won't leave me alone, and I want to wail and hide, but I cannot.

My speech is getting convoluted. I must be tired. >_> Have headache for sure.

To-morrow, library! Which is yay, and just about the only thing keeping me alive right now. Library to-morrow. Saaaaanctuary.

Comments

[kateorman.livejournal.com]

Also, GSA is mad and hectic as all get-out, and the younger girls are making me go mad due to this continual attackingness. The girl who keeps saying that I use big words all the time and I'm smart just won't leave me alone, and I want to wail and hide, but I cannot.

Little [filthy words deleted]!!! Report 'em to whoever's in charge, and keep reporting them until something is done about it - you shouldn't have put up with that. In the meantime, ask the one who keeps protesting your intelligence that you suspect she's giving you all this attention because she has a crush on you. Also tell them your friend Kate is a witch who eats bad little girl scouts. OK, don't tell them that, you'll never hear the end of it.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Um, but, see, I'm really non-confrontational. And also, I set myself up for it, because I'm Different and they know it quite well. The Leader knows it, too; she keeps looking at me funny. I just need to learn to avoid the right people, and thus far I haven't found the energy to do so. I need to remember, for example, not to sit where there's an open spot she can sit next to me. I need to sit next to Amy, who is lovely. Things like that. So it's mostly my fault that they can attack me in the first place, and then again my fault that when she says, "You know big words. Say a big word for me", I'll actually say a big word. Yes. But I'll be happy to tell her that you eat bad little girl scouts. ^__^

[kateorman.livejournal.com]

So it's mostly my fault

100% incorrect. The problem is not you; if you weren't there they'd just find someone else to pick on. They ought not to behave in that way to anyone, the little rats. Dob 'em in.

*heats up her BIG oven*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*squeaks* Oh--

Well, if the oven's already heated up... ^^;;;

[kateorman.livejournal.com]

Time to bake some Girl Scout cookies! >:-)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Ooooh.

[theatre-angel.livejournal.com]

Next time that girl says something like that, call her a very nasty big word to her face that she won't know what it means. ^^;

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Not a bad idea. :)