One bonny moonlight Christmas Eve "They met at that sad place..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

I am sad, for I have not been able to write in an age. I have not got the time any longer.

But everything else is, really, well, so I am not sad, or I do not mean to be. I bought Charlie little notebooks and I am going to make a CD of Bruno Pelletier and that will make me awfully happy, and to the library to-morrow, and oh, you know. Loads of things. Very good things, and I shall be happy, but all the same I am tired.

And I wish I had the time to write, but just as I have no time to sleep, I have no time to write. I cleaned the refrigerator and the space under the counters where the pots and pans are and I swept the kitchen and cleaned the stove and I treadmilled and went to acting class and did my schoolwork, and Waen got mad at me for not going outside.

Only I have not got time to go outside, either.

I rather want to go off somewhere and sleep for a long, long time. Mum thinks I am coming down with stomach flu. ^^; Just like me, really.

But I am happy, you know. I have nothing to be sad about. It's spring at finally, and every day is so bright and there's so much to do and I have finally reached a sort of equity with myself and my self-image--I am going to go on maintenance at WW as soon as I run through the last of my prepaid coupons, which means that I only have about six weeks left on the diet; and the play really seems as if it may go well after all; and work is so wonderful and I love all my people so dearly.

I am awfully happy.

Only that I'm not quite, and I don't know why. V. silly. Shall probably improve to-morrow, at any rate.

H'm. Did do summat at gleamswhichpass, too, which ought to be enough. I am a silly girl.

Comments

[theatre-angel.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're happy! Spring makes everyone happy...it's the prettyness and the change in the weather, really.

You do need to write, though. :-) You write so wonderfully and I love reading your work. Though I know it can be hard to make room for writing...and once you do, you think, "Okay...so what am I going to write about now?" I haven't written anything serious since the beginning of the year...I really need to fix that.

Anyway, I'll stop commenting excessively on your journal now and go and finish my English research paper. XD

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

You're right, it is.

*laughs* Well, I seem to have caved in and done it. >_> I don't have trouble doing the writing part itself, but getting the time seems well-nigh impossible. You do need to fix that. I like Luisa!fic. *prods*

I am a comment-whore, silly. I like them. *g* Go finish your English paper, though.

[sansenmage.livejournal.com]

Writing? Then what is that above? It might not be some Hugo-esque novel, but it is good to write everyday, be it crappy or creative. Every author has slumps, but you are having several other ups!

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

But--but--that's journalling. Journalling isn't writing stories, not the way I want to. *sticks out lower lip and pouts*

At any rate, I'm doing something now.