"Love has Thrown its Life to the Dust..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

Manon?

Mum is telephoning the psychiatrist who works with her office, and seeing if he knows anyone for children.

I slept twelve hours straight, and still can't eat, but less hysterical. I'm wearing a big green sweater of Da's, so I'm warmer. My feet are numb, though. Da' says we're saving heat this winter and can't turn the thermostat up. Everybody else went to get ice cream, and I'm going to go upstairs now and treadmill and read 1984, since Zara wins, I'll read it first over Washington Square.

Is two hours until Hamlet.

My poor watch is falling apart again. I've bandaged it heavily with masking tape, to stop it from cutting my wrists again, but it looks woeful and as though it's survived a horrid, bloodying experience. Poor thing.

I need to change my calender; it's October now.

I'm wearing my Thor's Hammer and my Turkish Eye in my pockets again for luck, one on each side. The Hammer has a nice, heavy feeling, and the Eye is very smooth and made of beautiful blue glass.

(I'm sorry. I'm very sorry. I don't know how to apologise enough for everything.)

(But I'm not sad, just sorry.)

Must go up now.

The more I listen to the crack!Hamlet musical, the more I realise that That it Should Come to This makes no sense whatsoever. It's just a collection of almost completely random emo phrases set to music. ^_^ I rather like it anyway.

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[mhari.livejournal.com]

*hugs lots and lots*

It's just a collection of almost completely random emo phrases set to music. ^_^ I rather like it anyway.

:D This is how I am with Enya, only for the most part without the emo.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*holdstightagainst*

^_^ Yes! You know, that's rather true, isn't it? But at least Enya can sing.

[mhari.livejournal.com]

*giggles* true.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

^_^ Hamlet, on the other hand, painfully cannot. It's rather amazing, really.

[bewareofitalics]

We really need to look into getting a full recording of the Hamlet musical. We have yet to hear "He Got It In The Ear." *g*

Could you maybe get a space heater? I have one at home, because my room is kind of cut off from the heating system, and it works pretty well.

And also, *hugs!*

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

...I never did email them. *loses*

[bewareofitalics]

Aw, it's okay. After all, we needed time to absorb the crazy before moving on to the more crazy. *g*

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

i subjected my friend to the crack!musical yesterday -- he was lying on the floor with the headphones in his ear, so it looked like i had him hooked up to some sort of horrific torture device. XD XD the twitching contributed, too. XP

[bewareofitalics]

Hee! That's beautiful.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

He got it in th-- ... ...nevermind.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

XD XD XD

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

<3333333 XD

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

We neeeed to! I still think a 'everyone contribute five dollars' fund would be the right idea.

Is no good. I cost my parents too much already, and I can put on a coat.

*hugs!*

[bewareofitalics]

There must be enough people who want it for that to work. I mean, come on, who wouldn't want to hear it? *g*

Aw...

*and, more hugs!*

[theatre-angel.livejournal.com]

All right, reading this entry while listening to "Into the West" really made me cry. I'm not entirely sure why.

You'll be fine. And I know that for a fact, simply because you are you.

And I think your icon is beautiful. But I've told you that already (I think!).

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*hugs!* Oh, don't cry over me being silly.

Oh-- you're wonderful.

Erin is amazing. ^__^ Thank you!

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

I love you.

I hope Hamlet is wonderful.

I miss you.

I love you.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

I love you so, so much.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*mails you--well, you shall see when the package comes*

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

*...oh, the suspense! cannot wait*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

^____^

[silverdragon262.livejournal.com]

^___________^

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

^______________________________^ :P

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

+hugs you as tightly as possible+

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*hugs, hugs, hugs*

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*hugshugshugs*

do you know, all of my friends think you're my girlfriend, because of all the packages and the postcards you send me? i keep having to thwack them and squeal if only!

... *cough* love you, m'dear. the world should be a perfect place for you.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*eeeees!*

Oh! #^____^# Eeeeeeee. Goodness. Eeeee. (and there are more in the post, coming! I mailed your eeethingies at last!)

...Oh, goodness. I love you.

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

^___^

i shall be explaining the history of romantic friendship all month, i think. but 'eeee' indeed. *gigglesadores* (and eeethingies~! ;___; you're too good to me.)

<33333333

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*adores with a POUNCE! and a silly girlish hug which is all arms* (Oh, hardly. ^_^ <333333 I'm paying tribute to the conqueror of my heart.)

#^____^#

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*eeee* (am i such a conqueror? but i armed only with my love for thee ~ !)

(now it looks rather like a bouquet of heart-roses, doesn't it? <33333333 not as adorable as balloons, perhaps.)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(thy weapon is the greatest on all the earth, then--love, mylady, love--! 'tis stronger than all the poisoned unblunted foils in creation.)

(Ohhhhh!! Heart-roses! <333333333 I think as good.)

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

(some cupid kills with foils ...)

(and glad i am for it, m'lady ~ *puts one in your hair* <3)

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(and some with heart-balloons! ^___^)

(*glows* *and twirls, twirls, twirls with a handclasp*)