She apologised, sort of, but she also denied actually remembering any of it. Also, she doesn't think I'm actually recovering from anything, and doesn't always seem to think there's something to recover from. --She does like Maya better, though. Maya's more like her; Maya's open. Maya likes to talk and boy, does she ever. She knows where she is with Maya-- it's hard not to. (Maya doesn't call me except when she wants something, has anyone else noticed that?) I'm the one she can't read, the one who doesn't like to talk, the one she looks at askance and who she's uncomfortable with because I'm not awfully feminine, not the one who lives on junk food and is stick thin, not the one with a disorder that a pill will solve. But you know. She never liked me better; dad does, usually.
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Date: 2006-08-06 03:34 am (UTC)She apologised, sort of, but she also denied actually remembering any of it. Also, she doesn't think I'm actually recovering from anything, and doesn't always seem to think there's something to recover from. --She does like Maya better, though. Maya's more like her; Maya's open. Maya likes to talk and boy, does she ever. She knows where she is with Maya-- it's hard not to. (Maya doesn't call me except when she wants something, has anyone else noticed that?) I'm the one she can't read, the one who doesn't like to talk, the one she looks at askance and who she's uncomfortable with because I'm not awfully feminine, not the one who lives on junk food and is stick thin, not the one with a disorder that a pill will solve. But you know. She never liked me better; dad does, usually.