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Well, I, for one, am crying. Because Harold and Maude makes me cry.

I bobbed for apples at Fort Hunter and got my hair very wet; and Mum bought me a new bracelet to replace the one I lost, the one Zara gave me. This one is pretty funny-shaped stone beads in ivory and honey-colour and dark warm brown. It's very beautiful, even if it is not my old one. And it came with a little silk bag, and I love little silk bags. I have lots.

I feel unfulfilled, and that's not right at all, because so many things are so nice for me right now. I am clearly doing something wrong.

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Date: 2006-09-18 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverdragon262.livejournal.com
That's good. It's important to know, I think, although I don't know where to go from there. (No one should have to talk only to me. ;) At any rate, though, don't stop. ♥ And I'll try not to say anything stupid. Or very stupid, at least. Why no Christine, though? Perhaps you should make an appointment. I know she upset you, but she's never going to get a chance to get your trust back if you avoid her.)

I really don't know why you think you're not. Seriously, now.

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Date: 2006-09-18 02:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
Me either. I am muddling along with a paper bag over my head. ^_^ (I like talking to you. You are not stupid, liek evar. --Also, Gail said I should have at least one more appointment with her and talk to her and explain what upset me, and if we still couldn't get things figured out then I should find a new therapist.)

I'm really not, though.

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com
. . . please think about sentences like that last sentence before you say them, ladylovely. You're just deepening the bad trails again. Please, tell yourself that you are a good friend?

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com
*hugs you* You're going to hate me soon, because I'll be trying to hard to help you keep an eye on yourself . . . sorry in advance?

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
Okay. ^__^ Apologies accepted, and I shall do my best to restrain my wild rabid hating tendencies.

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverdragon262.livejournal.com
That's a silly mental image. We'll give you eye holes. (Oh, yeah right. XD --That's what I was going to say. Remember, therapists are people, too. If you don't tell her something is wrong, she won't know. She was so good otherwise.)

But you are. And it's so hard, because that's not something I can measure and show to you, but it's something I know. But tell me, what more could you do?

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
Can I colour my bag purple? (YEAH RIGHT. *FLAILS AT* --She was. ;____; I will talk to her on Wednesday, then. I have support group.)

I could make you happy.

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverdragon262.livejournal.com
Of course you can. :D (YEAH RIGHT. XD --That's good. At least then you can figure out something-- going without counselling for so long isn't going to help anything.)

Then I'm a worse friend than you.

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
^___________^! And put some flowers on it? (RIGHT YEAH. --No, I know. So I'll do that.)

...You are not. You're the best friend in the whole world.

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Date: 2006-09-18 03:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverdragon262.livejournal.com
Blue ones? (... --^______^ Good girl.)

...Not by your logic.

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Date: 2006-09-18 11:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
Yes! (--^___^?)

...MY LOGIC DOESN'T APPLY TO ANYONE BESIDES ME.

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Date: 2006-09-18 11:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverdragon262.livejournal.com
Okay then! (*snuggles*)

But it does.

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Date: 2006-09-18 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
*squees* (*loves*)

No, it doesn't! That's why it's my logic!

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Date: 2006-09-19 02:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverdragon262.livejournal.com
I'm not mad; I'm just not going to keep it up if you're not going to listen.

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Date: 2006-09-19 02:32 am (UTC)

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Date: 2006-09-19 01:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com
*leaps in once more to poke you*

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Date: 2006-09-19 01:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com
*grin* Don't tell me you're sorry--just catch yourself every time you do that. You're like Reynaldo--you demean yourself and you think you're doing it to esteem other people, but really you're just demeaning yourself.

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Date: 2006-09-19 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbowjehan.livejournal.com
Well, someone's been overanylising Reynaldo. XD

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Date: 2006-09-19 01:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com
Someone's character said it earlier in RP. XP

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Date: 2006-09-19 01:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gileonnen.livejournal.com
*nuzzle* I think Lady Kylee and I have shanghaied this game and made it fly under our own flag. ^_^;;;;

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