"Carry Me Home..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

...You know how it's a Gemini thing to be talkative, and how I have that so very down that it's not even funny? Is it also a Gemini thing to be jealous? Or have I got no astrological excuse whatsoever for the fact that I am more jealous than Othello mid-play?

It is getting v. frustrating.

Comments

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I only get jealous over people, is the thing, and it's--gahhh. It's really senseless jealousy. I'll just suddenly be completely overcome with the fact that somebody I desperately want to like me, or like me best, likes someone else a whole lot, and then I feel so awful and sick and jealous, and I really, really hate myself when I'm like that.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tightly* It probably doesn't help, really, but I'm jealous of you all the time. Because people love you so freely and easily and unconditionally, and even if I know intellectually that I have that sort of love, too--well. What I suppose I'm saying is, even if you feel jealous, you should feel blessed, too, because you really, really are. The both of us are very lucky to be loved, no matter who doesn't like us or who doesn't like us best. ^__^

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*holds back* I am jealous of you all the time. I can't possibly imagine you being jealous of me. ^^ But--oh. People love you so much, too, because you're so good and kind and wonderful, and so special. Don't think for a moment we don't. ♥

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*giggles* I know I'm loved--really, honestly, I do. Don't be jealous, though, because the people who love me for the most part love you as well (and most of them love you best). Even serpent_dreams cares for you, and I don't think you two have ever even spoken--

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

(they do not...! you are being silly.) --No--well, once, I think. I hardly know her. She just reminds me of a friend I used to have and that makes me happy.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

I'm glad! You are blessed--truly blessed . . . and at the same time, I must say, it's all right to be jealous, so long as you remember your blessings as well. ^__^

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Thank you--thank you. ...It--I don't know. It feels wicked of me.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* If it's wicked, then everyone is wicked.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Stop trying to make my logic universal. XD

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

But didn't we discuss how that's far healthier?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Ahhhhh, we did.