"I'd Like to Help You, Doctor, Yes, I Really Really Would..."

[psalm_onethirtyone]

...On the grounds that last week there was a lot less intersection of scissors with parts of my body, I have decided to start taking the nighttime pill again. Even if I do hate it.

...And on a college note, it is really comforting to know that, when you realise that you are utterly miserable (and bleeding everywhere) at three in the morning, there is always a friend down the hall who is still awake and will let you cry all over her. Michelle hugs good.

I wish I was not so pathetic. I really am tired of being like this.

Comments

[zero_pixel_count]

Oh, honey...

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It's okay, it really is. I actually--think there is a reason I am on this pill. XD I feel all mellow and relaxed. XD It is like valium or something, honestly.

[zero_pixel_count]

Well, if it's helping, this is good... *worries about you*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It's okay, I promise.

[gileonnen.livejournal.com]

*holds tightly, tightly*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I love that icon.

[bewareofitalics]

*hugs so much*

I sent you a package, but I eated it - have you gotten it?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It is WONDERFUL. His name is Tim, and I took him to class with me all day on Friday and he got so many compliments. Thank you so much. I absolutely adore him.

[bewareofitalics]

*beams!* Thou art most welcome! So glad he meets with your approval.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I love him. Actually, funny story, Arielle and Steph helped me name him. We decided that he looks like Tim the Enchanter from Monty Python and the Holy Grail, which is why he is named Tim.

[bewareofitalics]

Hah! I was wondering if that was the reason! :D

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

it's the hooooorns.

[bewareofitalics]

Horns that can be ripped off and turned into shofars! ...er.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

...ohlord.

[bewareofitalics]

*looks innocent?*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*pokes with a horn*

[bewareofitalics]

*squeaks!*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

ha ha!

[mhari.livejournal.com]

*facepalm*

*hugstight*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*curlsupwith*

[little-lady-d.livejournal.com]

*hugstighttight*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry...!

[eremon-lass.livejournal.com]

*snuggleloves*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

*loves*

[jiasachan.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

It's okay. ♥

[ewein2412]

banishment to the scissors!

be strong. your reassurance is reassuring, but hold on.

xx

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I like the scissors. They are v. sharp and shiny.

♥ I will.

[ewein2412]

I like the scissors. They are v. sharp and shiny.

pestilent things. make them do some useful work, like paper snowflakes.

♥

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I gave them to Michelle and told her not to give them back until the therapist said I passed behavioural therapy.

[ewein2412]

tell her to make some paper snowflakes!

do you go home for thanksgiving?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Yes! To-morrow morning!

[ewein2412]

WILL YOU BE PLUCKING THE TURKEY YOURSELF????

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I WILL BE DISSECTING ITS ENTRAILS MYSELF :D :D ??

[ewein2412]

you are my hero. really.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Oh dear. XD

[josiana.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you have Michelle. &hearts

And you're not pathetic.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I am too. She is really fantastic.

But that I'll debate. :D

[josiana.livejournal.com]

She sounds like it.

;_____; Please don't?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I shall seek her hand in marriage.

Why nooot? ;_:

[josiana.livejournal.com]

I hope that works. :D

Because it would make me sad? ;__; Um. Is that a decent reason?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Me too.

Awww. Well...

[tomecatti.livejournal.com]

*cheekkiss* It's okay. You're not pathetic; the fact that you're still standing after falling down so many times proves that. You are the opposite of pathetic. Pathetic is the folks who have nothing inside or outside to deal with and just coast through life. I could make about five arguments from Milton, but I can't remember any quotes and one of them insults Shakespeare, so I don't think that'd work so well...

In any case, you're one of the strongest people I know, because you keep on fighting, even if occasionally you do stop fighting for a little while.

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

♥ Oh lord you. I love you so much. Thank you.

[perculious.livejournal.com]

I completely agree with the person who commented above me. I do not know why people who have been through a lot think they are somehow weak. Also I love you buckets. After ALL THESE YEARS. Would I love a person who did not have worth? No. You are fantastic. <3

THAT SAID. Thursday I will be in New York for Thanksgiving, Friday I will be seeing some friends who are coming home from college, and Saturday I am introducing my girlfriend to Monty Python, so are you free on Sunday?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

Sunday we have to go back, actually. XD Um. Will you be around Wednesday?

[perculious.livejournal.com]

Nooo, I'm actually leaving then, due to an unexpected change of plans. D: Esther's not coming over until four or five on Saturday, can I see you in the morning?

[rainbowjehan.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure. >_> Where could we potentially meet?